米奇老鼠真的知道世界吗？

什么是童话？什么是快乐？

在这短短的五天里，我去了迪士尼。童年的回忆慢慢地浮现出来。看着小孩向自己的偶像索取签名时，自己突然觉得很懊恼。怎么孩童可以如此地幼稚？

想了好久，好久。这应该是他们必经过的路，一旦他们走着，走着，就会发现过去以往的趣事。人走了多年的路，想必思维也应该会更清晰。就此，人也往往因为知识而失去了快乐。

迪士尼乐园确实是一个让人流连往返的地方。我喜爱那里的气息，总是那么的朝气蓬勃。这样，我也可以时时有着精神抖擞的步伐与心情。在那里，有来自世界各方的人，但，大家有共同的目标：欢乐。跟着大家一起舞动，一起唱歌，甚至一起害怕- 这些都是在现实生活中难以寻找的“律动”。

在这一个魔法的区域里，人总是那么的天真无邪，没有丝毫的恶念。但，在那以外的地方，人就会有时表露出自己灰暗的一面。笑脸迎面的人也慢慢地消失了。

今天，朋友问了一个问题：“在迪士尼里，那些穿着布偶服装的人，外表（面具）的他的确是拥有者世人想要的快乐，但正当他们在自己的工作岗位时，自己是否还能不厌倦或开心地招待别人呢？笑容是否依然存在呢？

当时，我点了点头，说了:"也许有吧.”

过了不久，我又说：“应该有。”

看来，我真的对人失去了信心啊！

Her singing was interesting! :P

Voglio dormire ma non posso. Devo leggere nota.

Yeah!! It's coming to the end of Sem 1.. It's been reallllly a long time!!! Every week, the life cycle repeats itself.

Today, we discussed about John 15:5 and I'm really glad that my friend started to share more about their faith. Seeing her took charge of the group, I felt touched. I hope that she can always grow in Him.

People will normally see the branches before they can even see the vines. So, are you ready to become salt and light of the world?

Blessed be Your Name

Hi, I'm back!!!!!! It's been really a long time since I updated my blog in a month ago.

Well, business starts to kick into my life again. Midterm and final!

So, this will be my thanksgiving post, at least for today. Had fun in the fellowship today. I really enjoy their presence in my life. They did help me through when I'm in my darkest moment.

Today, we did a worksheet on our spiritual gift, and I found my mine and I think I really have to work on them since I'm quite off by the rail right now. :(

Wish me luck in everything and I thank Him that I'm still alive and that I can study over here! :)

p/s: Italian is driving me crazy... lol.. Now, I know how Jerry always feels when he's speaking other than his first language.

Buona notte!

十月八日    天气晴

忙了一整天，是挺累的！

今天，朋友说会有一场流星雨!

我只能说：“是真的吗？”

快乐其实很简单

今天，上了很闷的课, 但tutorial 却很好玩。

看到了两年前认识的同学，当时我觉得很惊奇，因为她还认得我。但，当她述说我的时候，却不是一件好事。她还记得我当时在生物实验室所发生的事。她记性也太好了吧！

下午，我也去了Tim Horton。收银员似乎还认得我，说了一句激励我的话。他对我说："你还好吗？我很喜欢看到你的笑容。”那一刻，我真的不知如何是好。一直以来，我都希望能为别人带来欢乐。我好努力，好努力地，设法让别人开心，哪怕自己就像一位小丑。

如果我的笑容可以为别人带来欢乐，那我情愿一直保持着这份笑容。最近，想了好多，自己是否活在别人的影子里。想要为自己争取一些快感，满足。

我应该知道怎么做了。我觉得我要好好地加油，让自己与身边的人都感染到我洋溢的气息。

Nice

“Does the LORD delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices
as much as in obeying the LORD?
To obey is better than sacrifice,
and to heed is better than the fat of rams."

1 Samuel 15:22

Do you know what I'm saying here?

Going back to the place where I've grown up a lot.

This is the place where I started to know the importance of family love.

This is also the place where I started to hang out with some new friends.

Although we have not meet for years, I still wish that there will be no awkwardness between us.

Things happened. Things changed. People start moving on, perhaps.

This can be the last time where I can still see them walking around on that land.

I'm sorry that I forgot to bring some souvenirs for you guys. My bad! :(

I will see you guys soon!! I hope!!

p/s: Was it CFES that we're saying last time?

决定了

想了好久，好久！

用了那优惠券

五月三日 天气阴

今天，我觉得无比的累。走了很漫长的路，去了好多间的银行。

特别是当我走到城市的角落时，我看到了一些的残障人士。在那一刹那之间，我觉得我们真的很幸福。我们有健全的身体，但他们连靠自己的双脚站立也都觉得困难。

看到他们坚持不懈的精神，我都要佩服地五体投地。每当我们遇到重重难关，或许我们都会叫苦连天，还可能埋怨身边的人。但，看着笑脸迎人的他们，我真的感到非常的羞愧。

我只能说我自己生在活中不知福。

好了，有点困了，再见！

武则天有这么好看吗？

五月一日 天气晴

好不容易撑到新的一个月份，或许你认为我为什么这么说，那是因为我真的没有事可做了。开始有点不习惯。吃饱了就睡，睡饱了又吃。看来，我真的要好好地消磨我的时间。

今天，听了关于大卫王的故事，也是诗篇51篇的由来。

人生，往往我们都会做错事，但我们要学习如何从错误里学习，那才是最重要的，不是吗？

现在，外头有一阵阵的凉风，心头觉得额外温暖。回想起，两年前的我与两年后的我，我的确变了许多。这两个月将是我重新认识自己的最佳时候。

看着萤幕这么久，我也觉得好累了！哈哈哈！是时候说拜拜了！

王子与公主，新婚快乐！

四月二十九日 天气晴

至今，我回到了家乡已有两天的时间。

我只能说美里的天气十分地炎热。太阳就这样地普照着这块小小的土地。

对于我，密西沙家和美里的分别，除了在于温度以外，我也听到了很多的鸡啼声。

今早，我起得特别早，好像是早晨四点半，然后又懵懵地睡到六点半。

在家里，反而没事做，会有点怪怪的感觉。两年里，都不知道自己到底在忙什么，每一天都会有一些新事物。看来，我也只能游手好闲至六月尾吧！哈哈！

妈妈在家装了无线的网频，所以在家上网也显得更加容易。虽然没有加拿大的这么快，它也有了自己“独特的风味”- 慢！

吃了好多的食物：干捞面，罗杂，鸡饭，咖喱。。。。我只能说我要克制自己的食欲，不然后果将会显得不堪设想。

现在，我就位于厨房里，面对着妈妈煮着的那一锅的汤，好香好香。

今天，走了好多的路，脚也有点酸了，但一旦看到了林林总总的东西，心情也快活了起来。曾经何时这里也开了一家日本自助餐店。外观的确是长得是模是样，但感觉还是有一点怪怪的。

现在，我就有点累了，看来今晚的我又会早睡了吧！！

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Short and simple

Lord,

I just pray that everything will be okay. Please make everyone happy, as always.

Amen.

周公正等着我

四月二十日 雨天

外头正下着倾盆大雨，这也同样表示了春天的到来。

还剩一天，我就会向二年级挥别。

读了很多的化学，总觉得它是一门很特别的课。老师曾说过化学是运用箭头来叙述它的奥妙，而我也完全地赞同。

我只希望自己的做到最好，不要辜负自己的努力。

今天，吃了好多样的食物。夏天的咖喱还是最好的。你说呢？

好了，这已经是凌晨两点半了，我也该要赴约了!

加油吧！你行的！

纳闷

四月十八日 天气阴

今天，读了好多的化学，记了很多的流程。

我开始有点小紧张，做了做试题，摸不着头。

本来煮了可乐鸡，锅里竟出现了只黑鸡。

看来我们的厨艺还只是初级的，有待加强。

还有三天，大家继续努力吧！

加油！

四月十七日 天气怪（春夏秋冬）

今天，读了一阵化学， 真的觉得很累。

就睡了一会儿。但，又却被恶梦惊醒。

现在已经是晚上八点了，我应该收拾好自己的心情, 重整旗鼓。哈哈！

我觉得今天的信息虽然很简单，它却依然还能表达出其意义。真的很想去台湾宣教，但不知自己是否负担的起。

女拳- 我也看完了。很吓人的结局。 我只能说人不要做错事，只要谨守，安分， 就什么都不怕了。日子也能过得快乐！

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日记

四月十六 天气阴

今天，我终于完成了三一一。

日子过得快，回想起当我从二十一天倒数，至今已到了九天。

我觉得真得好开心。今天，有人问我一个星期跟家人有多少次的联络。我笑一笑地回答说：“我已有四个月没有与家人网视了。”他们还说：“你妈也可能忘了你这个儿子吧！”

我心想这也有可能。一旦回到我的家乡，发现机场没有熟悉的面孔。那个感觉应该会很怪吧! 我妈说得真没错。我是一个很向往在外的生活。当我踏出家门的那一步，我可能觉得真得好开心，也因此这样，从小的我很喜欢去飞机场。看着那飞向高空的飞机，我不时希望自己也在当下。我可能真的很不孝吧！

还剩一个考试，但眼见学长们的坚持，毅力，不禁令我赞叹不已。自问自己是否有这样的能耐，还会有时间与人嘻嘻哈哈。我能做的只是与他们讲讲笑话，闲聊等。希望他们不会放弃当初的梦想，勇往直前。

我这一帮的战友应该在读着书吧，希望他们在化学里找到乐趣。大家一起加油吧！还剩五天，我们就要向二年级说再见！

好了，我也写了好多的话。下次再聊！

Pefectly song-ed

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through thisWhat can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

What A great day!

So, it's done!!! I'm happy and I'm thankful for everyone there... LOL

Too bad that I went out for food.

Anyway, great job! (here are some pics for you guys since I seldom upload any pic now)

I love it!

Really enjoyed the fellowship today. Nothing special, just have some discussion.

The joy that I got was indescribable. I wish I can have more of it.

Cramming lately. Too much of mechanisms that have to be memorized.

Wish me luck! :)

I think I really need to STOP....

Getting the hang of blogging before I go to bed.

Well, its getting to 2... Lately, or should I say, since I have moved into this new place, I can never wake up early. I missed my bus and so as my classes. Well, things happened!

I sleep late and I wake up late. Nothing can be argued about.

I try my best, yet, I fail. (*chuckle*)

Wish me all the best!

Getting crazier each day.. I think is because of the 3 upcoming tests. :)

Is winter blue coming to an end?

Today is a shocking day for me. Well, I was quite down after that.

When a cheerful or stress-less person face his/her difficulty, he/she usually bottles up their feelings. Sometimes, they choose to run away from it.. When people confront them, all they will do is just smile and say: " I'm ok."

All I can say to you is that, "Be strong". I wish you all the best. There is nothing that you can't tackle, including this one. Please tell me that you are ok.

Surely, I will pray for you.

Webby Post

I wonder who could that be. Such a simple post, yet, inspiring.

Well, welcome to March - Season of spring!

I found myself quite lazy these days. Despite my growing chain of checklist, I still use my time with some unnecessary activities.

In short, I missed services for 2 weeks and I don't even know why.

Could it be tired? Well, I sleep really long these days.

Could it be mood-less? I guess that I'm lacking of emotion now.

Could it be avoidance? Hmm.... That can be true to a certain degree. Lazy to interact with people. Lazy to talk. Lazy to mind over other's feelings.

Another week is coming up! Wish me luck!

Snowy CNY

Happy Chinese New Year.

Well, obviously, I'm having my Double Decker, if you know what I mean.

Most people wish for winter storm on Feb 1 and same goes to me. I need holidays, at least for one day.

Well, maybe we can have snowstorm on Feb 2 too?

Random: Prayer struck me! :)

Thoughtful sunday

Just got back from church.... A chilly day although it's only 3 degree.

Just want to stop thinking ahead. I am just tired now.....

Feeling hungry. Lazy. Sleepy.

Thanks to my sis who cheered me up today. Yeap.. Another 2 more years when I really can celebrate my CNY. Back in the old days, I never realized the importance of CNY. It's not only about the angpau. It's all about family reunion. Geez...

Now, there are 3 things which trouble me now. There is a strong call for me in one of them. I wonder whether I should go ahead or not. LOL.

Hmm

I'm not sure.

I shall wait upon His answer.

Royal servants. Interesting. Should I?

The calling is getting stronger....