My 2nd day

I am doing nothing in the hotel.

Facebooking.

Just came back from Square One and just settled the bank thingy....

So, i got a new bank account!!!!

Got stranded in an unknown place. Cold but I did enjoy the breeze.

I am so tired today.

Thanks to my seniors and Miss Vanessa for helping us out..... Hehehhee.......

By the way, Square One closes at 6pm and I was like....... WTH???????????????

Don't stand at the roadside too or else you will be fined with CAD 150.... No kidding......Right, Lilian??

Dubai

Yepi.. I am in Dubai now...... Woolallaa...............

And, I start facebook and blog again............

Waiting to board onto the flight..........Four more hours to go.......

Canada, here I come!!!!!!!!!!! Yepi!!!!!!!

I'm certainly not ok...

Ok. Here i am sitting in starbucks again.

Browsing through facebook.

Looking at others passsng by. They are talking, smiling, doing all kind of actions while I am just sitting here all alone.

A few hours later, I will be leaving my family for a while.

My feeling status for now is not that ok coz I still think that I am not ready for all of these, yet, I still need to move on, entering into a new phase of my life.

Time just passes so quickly and you cant deny the fact that you are growing up in each single day. (allude to XXXXXX's personal message)

By the way, I really dont understand the reasons they want to reach airport by 5 since the flight is at 12... Hmm........

Now, it's getting near to 11.... Practically, I just left few more hours to spend in Bukit Bintang... Gosh.....

I will miss you all..... I love you, guys..........

For all ICPU-ians, good luck in your future and hope to see you soon in Canada........

another....

Early in the morning, here I am.

Doing the same thing again.... Browsing facebook.. Checking on other's current status....

I'm a great stalker.........

Totally like "Heartless".............

Sitting in front of my computer.......... Sometimes, I even stare at it.......

Gosh... I feel so bored................

Counting down to 5 pm coz my home will turn "on" again....

I think I...

Ok..... I've been lazy to update my bloggy since I came back from the fun trip.... Haha.....

Coming back to my home. Sleeping on my bed. Hugging my blur blur.

These are the things that excite me although sometimes can be quite boring.

One more week before I leave my hometown again. Sometimes, I'm quite proud to become an East Malaysian coz we really need to prepare ourselves for leaving the homely lane. Slowly, I have already got use of these situations........ I can still remember the first time I left my home for Inti..... Gosh.... This is the feeling I am getting right now.... Combination of excitements and pains.

Yet, when i think about Canada, which is also a distant country from my home, even my country, I start to question myself.

"Am I really ready for it?"

Sometimes, when I am bored, I will certainly hope that time just passes as quick as it can....

Sometimes, when I am with my family, I just hope that time can just pause for a while.....

Self contradicting.

Lately, I have been doing nothing at home. Sleeping is my major activity. I even start taking nap although it is quite unnecessary. Sleeping is just the perfect way to avoid thinkings.

People ask me not to worry too much and learn to hand my worries to Him. He will certainly guide me through these challenges. As I said, everything happens for a reason... There is a purpose for me to live under the same roof with him...........This is really a great chance for me to learn as I am getting forward to another phase of my life. I will stop complaining from nowonwards.

I guess that's it for today....

ARE YOU REALLY READY FOR THAT?????????

It's already Aug??!!

Tomorrow, I will be flying to KL again.... To settle my visa.. Haiz.....

Let's hope for the best... I don't even know the directions, though.

I am really sick now... Thanks to that damn haze....

By the way, the trip is coming soon and same goes to someone's birthday.....

Time swifts. It's been a year.. I still remember I owe her one roti kaya......

Hmm.. Let me be the first who wishes you a Happy Birthday!!!!!!!! See you soon.....

Now, Beauty and Beast is roaming around in my place......

It does clear my head off for several minutes...