Saturday, January 30, 2010

Bubble


A year has passed and I hope that you all still do fine.

Everything seems blurry right now and you tend to forget some good moments that you had in your life.

Jokes that you shared. Conversation that you had.

Memories, regardless of how good or bad they are.......

You will learn something from them. The experience you gained will never fade away.

Everytime, when I look at those pictures, all I can see is unbreakable friendship, and I hope it will stay forever.

:)

Friday, January 29, 2010

Going after....


What are you looking for in life?

Is it happiness? Perhaps, love will sound reasonable for certain people in this world.

For me, I will go after hope, which I found that it's a really good term.

Hoping that everything goes smoothly.

However, failure will reach upon us when we're on our way to the summit.

Even though the greatest obstacle is ahead of us,we should still remain who we are.

Continuing your journey of dreams.

If we stay strong till the end, we will be the ultimate winners of life.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Treasure....

It's a simple post.

Nothing much to say coz this picture speaks out my mind.

It's nice to see that family always ties in with home.

What will you do?


What will you do?, originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

Struggles. Worries.

Everyone has their own struggles, and it's just depend on how you deal with them.

Will you choose to run away? Or, perhaps, you think that ignorance is a better solution.

Personally, optimism is the thing that we all should possess.

Anticipate that great thing will still come upon your life.

Yet, people also tell us that it's unworthy to look back to your own past.

Why will they have this notion? Aren't they satisfy with what they owned?

The journey they had. Friendship that they built. Smile that they share. The experience that they gained, regardless how bad it is.

Everything was so lovely when you think of them right now.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010


Abiogenesis. Clade. Grade. Panspermia. Plesiomorphy. Apomorphy.

These terms are driving me crazy. But, I know that He is always by my side, even now.

Tonight will be a long night.

Good luck, people!!!


Monday, January 25, 2010

Type A and Type B


Type A and Type B, originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

Today, I just learnt from her that there are three types of personalities, which are A, B and C.

And, I am happened to be AB type, which I think is quite reasonable.

I wonder why someone will ever want to change their group.

Thanks to Google.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Aza aza!


Hahaha... I accidentally found this picture in my lappy and here I posted in my blog.

So, the thing that you can see now is shadow.

Shadow. Personally, I like shadow-based pictures, if you notice another one in my facebook profile.

Life's but a walking shadow.

To be frank with, I hate this line so much! It is said by Macbeth who was trying to abandon all hope in accomplishing his goal. One can never give up in all circumstances.

Even, if you fail, you still need to be thankful for that coz you learn something new and you will promise yourself that you shall never repeat this again.

Certainly, I don't think that life seems futile. If you persevere, you will reap your benefits soon.

To: You

Don't ever give up coz you know that nothing is too hard for God (it's in Jeremiah again!)and I think that you will be ok soon, right?

Good night, bloggy.

Friday, January 22, 2010

He is with me!


He is with me!, originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

I realized that if you just depend solely on yourself, you will be worn out easily.

However, if you walk with Him everyday, you will notice that your life is different with the previous one.

Trust, Faith. Hope.

Depending on Him


The Path, originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

I have chosen my path and I have to stick with it.

I believe that He will lead me through even in the darkest valley,

"Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like a dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun." Psalm 37:5-6

Let Him be your guidance, for He knows the plans He has for you.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I am emo-ing!

It has been three years and I thought I can handle it well, yet, I failed.

It's sad when you lost somebody that you treasure in life.

But, what can you do?

Dwelling on the past?

And,till now, I still can't let go of everything.

It does impact me a lot!

Feel it...

Abstract. Mine is not abstract enough.

From today onwards, I will try to sharpen my skills on photography.

Picture speaks a thousand words and I hope same goes to mine too....

By looking at this photo, can you feel the same way as I do?


Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Chicken or coward?


Light bulb.

For me, it symbolizes the generation of thoughts.

Yet, the bulb is enclosed within a box.

I can't express my ideas freely since I was young.

My greatest fear. I can't speak well in front of crowd, especially in English.

I can't stand that people are actually looking at me.

Nervous. Sweating.

This is the thing that I have to get over with.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Bookworm me!

Study mode is on for me!!!!

But, it seems irony when I actually put my spec on the keyboard!!!!

Can you see the the 2 letters that I'm keep avoiding of?

Say no to FB! :P

Past. History.


So, here is my camping site. Thick snow, ya?

Completely different with Mississauga. Snow is melting here, or should I say, there is no more snow... Green grass is showing up themselves.......

I have been thinking quite a lot these days.

What will be my greatest fear? Those which hold me back right now. I found 2.

Yet, I'm sure that I will defeat them soon. It takes time and I think He will by my side during the battles.

*embracing*

Retreat 2010


Well, this is the reason why I'm not updating my blog.....

I went for a retreat. Guess what? It was awesome.

Nice people, nice weather, nice food and awesome Him.

I'm really glad that I joined this camp coz I did learn something from this.

Thanks to R. and there's a verse which I want to share. It reminds us that we are the children of God and we will always belong to him.

"For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship. And by him we cry, "Abba, father." The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God's children." (Rom 8:15-16)

Friday, January 15, 2010

Isn't it great?


I opened the door and I took this.

"What a wonderful world" popped out in my head. Humming. Looked around. There is nobody but only me, standing alone.

For some period of time, I was still. Thinking again.

Today is a good day.

Not so cold, but warm.

Sunlight is the thing which I wish to see everyday... My source of happiness.

Looking at the blue sky. Sadly, there is no bird at all.

Looking across the road. Houses. *sigh*

I guess that the breeze noticed me. *sudden chill*

When I shut the door back, I know it's time for me to get back to reality.

:P

To: Teng in UBC

Hahhaa.... I think you got me wrong this time.... The outstanding balance has to be paid by us, but not JPA. By the way, the due date is tomorrow too. So, i f we can't pay it on time, we will be charged for 1.5 % interest. Just so you know, you guys have a great life in UBC!!!! Stop saying Toronto people is rich!!!!!!

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Say bye to 2000!


If you think this is the balance of my bank account, then you are super duper wrong!!!!

Hahaha... Coz this is my balance of the school account.

I owe my university for nearly 4000 dollar...... WTH..... A huge amount of money........

Luckily, I still can pay some part of it. And, seriously, I hope I can clear it off soon!!! Weee...

This post is dedicated to my best friend in UBC. This clearly shows that Mississauga people live a hard life. :P


Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Flaccid Me



This is my medicine for fever. No Panadol for me coz I am allergic to that, i guess..

My mum told me once that I will have rashes if I have ever taken that.

I ate one yesterday, but now my forehead is still feeling hot.

I don't like to take this coz it is really powerful. It can make feel less energetic. Then, I can no longer become the normal Mathew. Hahaha....

But, i will take care of myself.. Drink more water... Sleep early, which I don't think I will, yet, I will try.

To: Mathew

GET WELL SOON......

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

MY FM




I have been listening to My FM since I came to Canada,

I really like this radio station.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Homework.


And, here I come! Posting another photo of today!!!!!

Calculator. My dear mechanical pencil, which was a gift from my previous housemate.

Calculus textbook. Test pad.

That's it. The things which are needed when I am doing the homework.

Have to start ahead, or else, bad things are gonna happen again!!

Wish me all the best in doing this!!!! hohoho!!!!




DooR...

Shoot! I have missed one day for my Photo 365.

So, here I uploaded this! These are the meetings that I attended for the last semesters. Don meetings..... As you can see, you will some numbers on the paper. Guess what? That's the unit number... =.=

Gosh.. I hate these meetings..........

Friday, January 8, 2010

*think*


Have you ever heard a "theory"?

It goes like this: The song that you actually hum represents your inner thoughts at that instant.

For instance, when you have "Forever Love", maybe it can be said that you're in love. This is only my guess, yet, I know it's a bit subjective here.

Well, this is just my random thought of the day.

Anyone is with me, at least one?


Of Mat and Friends....

友情. Persahabatan. Friendship.

I could still remember I presented this topic when I was in English 3U class.

This is what I said: " Friendship is like a chemical bond, specifically covalent bond. The electrons that they share symbolizes the common interest that we have."

Seriously, I don't think its a perfect explanation, after all.

As I said, I'm thinking quite a lot lately. Thanks to my philosophical friend, if you know who you are........

Well, in order to get the perfect explanation, here I start my googling work....


Well, it seems like someone has the same question as I do. :P


And, I found this.... Thanks to Wiki Answer..... The definition sounds ok to me.....

This is what it says:

Friendship isn't about the person you have known the longest.It is about the person who came and never left your side.She or he sees the first tear catches the second and stops the third.A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing along when you have forgotten the words! A truly good friend is hard to find difficult to leave and impossible to forget.friends are like stars they come and go but the ones who stay are the ones that glow! A true friend can see the hurt in your eyes while everyone is fooled by your smile.

This is a better explanation as compared to mine. A new year has come and I do hope that I can become everyone's good friend. Hmm.. Hope so!!!!

To all my friends:

Although we are located in different parts of the world, I am still missing every moments that we had and I hope that you guys are doing fine!!!!!!

Friends forever!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Present and Past

**I was waiting for so long.

For a miracle to come.**

I think this fits me very well. Stuck in my room again. Doing nothing but facebooking only.

Thinking quite a lot lately.

People change. People move on. People grow up.

University life is totally different with the past.

I could still remember, some flashbacks.

Summit. The place where I went alone if I felt stressful.

In Mississauga, where should I go then? Square One?

Cellphone. Message sent. I can straight away go to their unit. Had fun. Chit chat.

Now, people just feel that staying alone is the best solution. Perfect get-away.

No more library gathering. No more group eating. No more jokes.

Is this the stage of life ?

Stepping on the twenties..........

Missing the things that I missed. And, i know it's too late............




Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Is Life 辛辣?



Woo... So, Huei Ying, I think I missed five shots already... But, I will try to make it up soon... However, this is my photo of the day...

I am quite surprised to see this type of instant noodle in Canada. So, i bought two and I heard from someone that cooking it with Cheddar cheese will result in a goodie-licious taste..... I will try it soon.....

By the way, Indo mee is also quite nice.. Gosh!!! I am so hungry right now.. I think I should go downstairs to grab a glass of milk...........Having my classes from 10 to 2..... It will a nice one, I guess.... Let's hope for the BEST!!!!!

It's 9:25 am and I will have my class soon......

Have a nice day, people!!!!!!

Sorry. No more.

Hahaha....... It's me again!!!! Sitting on sofa.....

Relaxing mode. It's fun that you can actually blog in living room.

I juz wanna tell you guys that I'm really ok. Don't worry about my XXXX life again!!

:P

It's good to have wireless in your residence.

OK?

Shouldn't think too much.

It's not my problem, after all.

I just hope that everything will be okay.

Everyone can live peacefully and happily. My ultimate wish of the year.

Monday, January 4, 2010

New Semester Has Come

Sunday.

Things start all over again.

Lectures. Tutorials. Labs.

Working on my forgiveness. Whoo...

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Tantrum

I think I should give up on that.

I tried my best. I can't stand it anymore.

I'm also a human being. I have my own feelings too.