The Night of Sherlock!

Good morning. It's seven in the morning!

Good night to me again!

Can't wait for today's gathering!!

Yesterday was Boxing Day. It's a meaningful day for all the shopaholics whereby their shopaholism can be unleashed.

Yet, I didn't have the chance to spend a single cent on any item.

So, I went for a movie marathon, which were ok. Hahaha.. Overall, I am still very happy.

And, after the movies, I felt very sick. Hate the feeling of vomiting.

After that, I went to Peggy's apartment. Ooh... It's so lovely and I guessed that everyone had a pretty awesome time especially Pulau Ketam. :)

Overall, I AM DAMN HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!

To: Bairl adn Srenea

I hpeo taht yuo grils cna sotp yuro cilhdshi atcs!

TO YOU

Seriously, I hope that you are ok.

You seem perturbed.

I am clueless but I do hope that you will be feeling better later.

我错了吗？

Absence of snow.

Is it really my fault?

Motivation of the Exam Week

Shiver.

Can weather change our appetite coz I lose mine.

Till now, I haven had a single sip of water. I just ate few potatoes in OPH today.

I slept at 5 this morning. I woke up at 11 later.

I studied Physics and I hope I really understand those concepts.

I asked. I talked. I am quite satisfy with the answer and reaction.

I wonder.

Its getting to 9 and I need to have a good rest. At least for 8 hours.

Good luck to those who are still having exam, especially us !

It will be the last test in year 2009!

And, don't forget..........

WELCOME TO NIAGARA!!!!!

Il neige et j'ai froid

Hahaha....... Back with my routine again.

Today, the post will mainly about neige. Thanks to Dayana who shared her knowledge with me...

As I said, winter is approaching..

Hmm... Let me rephrase it again.

It's already winter and I am still not ready yet.

No gloves. No winter cap. Planning to shop during this weekend.......

I hate exam week. Not that it snows during this time, but it's kinda boring since you have to face with the reality, BOOKS......

Someone told me that it's snowing again, but, as usual, things do go along well with my prediction. It stops, if I am not mistaken.

Most of the students have left MC court for holidays, so it's kinda quiet during these times. You can hardly see people hanging around. Hush!!!!!

Finish reading Pail Girl's latest post and I can see how Facebook ruining people's life.

The source of distraction.

Yet, whenever I return from classes, the first thing that I will do is FACEBOOKING.....

You have no idea how fun it is by just stalking others' profile or just interpreting their current status...... *If you know what I mean*

During this exam week, I think I have fully utilized the internet facilities. 17GB of files. Wooh... That's a lot!! Christmas songs and Christmas movies. With these two, I think i can survive through this coming holidays.

Day is getting darker and it's 5 pm again. No more slacking.

Goodbye. I shall see you again tomorrow.

Amazing!

It's 2 am in the morning and I am still awake.

Physics.

I think I really have to sleep now.

ZzZ......

Salute to my Mum!

I like this tree so much.......

My favourite scene in this drama.

Hahaha... Good morning, everyone!

Or perhaps, a very Good night to you!!

Finally, I have finished dowloading my favourite Korean drama, Autumn in My Heart.

It's been a long time since I watched it when I was a young kiddo.

There're lot of scenes which I have forgotten. Bad memories, ya!

I started to wonder again.

What if your lover have a type of incurable disease? What will you do? Will you keep him or her as company? Will you hold his or her hands till the very last minute?

I think you will say "YES", after all, he or she is the one you love.

But, think about it, will you not complain??????

Will you not grumble?

Or this drama just being a drama???????????

人生的涟漪

今天,虽然外面是零度, 但我还是觉得很热 .

不知不觉, 我已在这片大土地待了近四个月.

说长不长,说短不短.

在这段时间,我经历了许多的事. 每天,我都在不停地学习.

十分钟之前,我领悟了一个道理---- 接受

接受你的不满, 尝试喜欢你的厌恶.

或许,你真的会看到很不一样的画面.

自从我得了这份奖学金, 我承认我已变了.

憎恨失败的感觉.

想要往上爬, 直到最顶峰.

对分数也有不同的看法.常常认为人是以分数作为代标.

但,我真的错了.

我很感谢祂.

因为有祂,我能有这一天.

也因为有祂,我能活在此刻.

至今,人都在为自己的事忙碌,但, 他们从不停止自己的脚步,细心观察周围的事物.

同样的,我失去了我的机会.

现在,你问问你自己, 你的目标是什么?

你应该有了你的答案.

假设有一天你失去了你的 “目标”，你又会怎样应对呢？

哭诉？

彷徨？

还是痴痴地在等待下一个机会？

SNowy

SNowy, originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

I edit the picture again..... Gosh... This is a lot of snow!!!!

Mixture

Since I was young, I have always wondered the feeling of touching the snow.

How I wish I can have a white Christmas.

How I wish I can build a snowman in front of my house.

There is something even funnier. Last time, when I was watching the Korean drama series, I really envied those actors who talked in the cold and their breath can just be seen by each other. Isn't that great?

Having the first winter in my life. Actually, I should have smiled happily. Yet, it ended up with this:

I am freezing cold. Not really a good expression, though.

When I first saw the snow, I was excited and I started some snowball fights with my friends. Holding the snowball with your bare hands is just a miraculous experience. This is my dream, at least, I have one. Second, writing your name on the snow, is the another thing that I have longed for. I could still remember the time when I always spent my time at the beach doing this silly thing.

So, that's my initial - MC

Snowy. Flurry. This will be the end of this post. Updated soon.

Sayonara to 1st term

End of fall term.

Final is coming up.

Tears in my eyes.

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. (1 Thess. 5:16-18)

Today is a special day and it's Sunday.

I felt so refreshed when I woke up in the morning.

As usual, I will go for Sunday services.

Lately, I have some doubts in my mind. I wondered the reasons He created the tree of knowledge of good and evil.

And, He cleared my doubts during the fellowship session.

I think about the hardships which we had gone through.

Why can't we just live without them??

Likewise, He replied me through the sermon today.

I kinda have a strong feeling towards that sermon. His testimony was great!

It really touched me, eventually, I drowned in my own tears.

Uncontrollably, tears were soon rolling down.

His testimony reminded me of my dad. Although I was not so close with him, I still miss him every day. I regret that I don't really express my love towards him. I grumbled. I questioned. I lost faith in Him. But, all the while, I do not know how blessed my family is.

Now, one thing that I am really sure is that He loves me and my entire family.

Thanks!

p/s: I'm sure you are doing great over there. Right, Dad?

Gambateh!

Lab Test!!

Wish me luck!

Relaxation is all I need for now.

I LOVE GOD

A nice day.

A nice experience.

雨天

外面的雨下得好大，好大。

整个房间也因此冷了许多。

坐在窗口旁，我细心地观看，聆听，也只有响亮的雨滴声。

这里的雨景很单调，也很孤独。

现在，我只能希望雨可以赶快停下来。

Seeing light isn't easy if you........

Time is ticking....

And, now, it's 2.23 in the morning... Again, I am used to sleep late in every single day.

*Thinking*

Oops.. It's 2.25 now...

I am happy today.

And, you know why?

Because I finally realized that life is simple and beautiful.

This is due to an easy concept: Let go and MOVE ON!

听妈妈的话

对不起，我让你担心了。

我知道日子虽苦，我依然还是要咬紧牙关地过每一天。

我会好好地过我的生活。。。。。

不归路

说实在的，来了加拿大这么久，我的生活作息有很大的改变。

日子有时过得很辛苦，充满着压力。

我时常安慰自己，告诉自己说：“雨过就会天晴，彩虹也将会出现，人生也将会有新盼望。

但，最近，我好像觉得这个方法再也不管用了。

我伤心，我难过。

大家各自都有自己的烦恼，我也只能安然地承受这一切。

顺其自然——我似乎也忘了它的定义。

日子一天又一天地过去，快乐也一天一天地减少，生活也过得更痛苦。

我却别无选择，只能战战兢兢地走完这条路。

看了好友的部落格，心里起了很大的涟漪。

眼泪不停地在我眼里打转，好痛心，好辛苦。

我知道，凡事只要依靠祂，日子就不难过。

但，我还是不能全然地交托，只能在心里默默地承受这一切。

我也只有一个小小的愿望。

我希望我的生活能过得更开心，更喜乐。

快乐

快乐？

曾几何时， 有人问过我一个问题。

何谓快乐？

我就很敷衍地回了他。

“快乐就是等于笑容。”

过了几秒，他似乎质疑了我的答案。

他便接着问道：“难道一个人失去笑容时，他就不快乐吗？”

我愣了一下，不知怎样回应他。

最后，他就对我说：“快乐对于每一个人有不同的定义。对于你，好吃好玩就是快乐。但，我却不这么认为。在人生的道路上，大家都各往着自己的目标前进。也许，当你在追寻自己的梦想时，你已失去真正的快乐。”

之后，我就再没有与这位朋友邂逅了。

有时，我在想，知足不一定就会常乐。日子一天一天地在更新，人也一天一天地在改变。想法变了。人也领悟了不少的道理。快乐并不是随手可得，而是遥不可及。我想我已失去了它。

谁能告诉我如何得到长久的快乐？

可口“没”味的蛋糕

吃了几口，心情起了一点变化。

伤悲慢慢地涌上心头来。。。。。。

但，日子总是还要过，我会选择开开心心地过每一分，每一秒。

加油，詹达富！

p/s: Don't get me wrong with the title of this post! It tastes nice......Don't interpret it literally..

19,wake up!

Happy Birthday, Mathew....

You're 19 now.... The last chance which you have your age start with the digit "1"

Sad.. Time swifts.

I still remember 7 November 2008... The time when I was in Casa Subang... The celebration was full of fun, warmth......

Eating pizzas.... Everyone was so happy...... Especially Teng. LOL.......

Having Rocky in my hand.. I was overjoyed. I was touched when I received a card which the wishes were written in Chinese characters. Thanks for their efforts.

Back to the reality. It's 12:21 am....Some morons are holding a party... The music is roaming around the court, including my room. I am just sitting quietly, typing my feelings onto the screen....

I miss my ICPU life... I want to live in A19-06 again.. I want to rush for bus in the early moring. I want to walk in P1 floor again.. I want to have nasi pattaya and mee mamak...... I want everything!!! Yet, I know I will not be given a second shot!!!!!

One chance, that's it!

Again, Happy 19th Birthday to Mathew again......

睡吧，大家！

Gosh.....

Left with calculus work...

But, I have to..............

ZZZ....

It's 2.30 now.........

All the best to you guys!!!!!! Those pandas!!!

Speaking of truths...

I will stop it right now. At this moment.

Mummy's Day!!

今天是妈妈的生日！

妈咪，

生日快乐！！！

又老了噢！！！！ 哈哈哈哈哈！！

Nice leaf...

Nice leaf..., originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

Like this so much... How bout you?

Tick...Tock... Tick.. Tock

Haha...... Halloween is coming soon and I've been told that Christian should not celebrate this "day"

Well, personally, I have no any objection since I don't wish to spend a single cent on those costumes coz it will be such a waste! Hahaah......

So, after weekly calculations, I have been here for about two months, I guess.

Adaptation, is the thing that I still in need of. Every single day, I am learning some new stuffs. Indeed, we have so much to learn in our lives.... Sometimes, I even lost track in my life, which will always end up in miseries.

But, there's a thing which can brighten my days. He is just lovely, adorable.... *can't think of any adjectives right now*

And, because of him, my internet was blocked and I was told that I have infringed some regulations of Canada..... I have violated the copyright laws... I guess I'm the first one who went into this hot soup.. As I said, I am a top downloader in Mississauga..... Spongebob must be proud of me!!!

November is coming up............Same goes to December too.....

I just wish that time will pass slowly...

Question of the day: Can the clock just tick slower?

I will appreciate this coming Saturday as I can have the chance to wind my clock an hour late....

秋，思。

从这一秒开始，我决定我要好好地珍惜自己的人生。

最近，我反复地思考，回想起过去的点点滴滴。

我曾经问过一个问题，但我从来没有得到一个真正的答复。

我只能感谢祂，也因为有祂，我才能学习到这么宝贵的一堂课。

为什么人往往总是等到失去后才知道珍惜？

我错了。

Those words blew me away...

Today, I juz finished my bio mid term....

I spent lots of time in doing my revision... Well, I certainly hope that things will turn up well for me..... Yet, something awful has happened... Geezzz...

For this bio test, all of us would have different version of papers,which means that its indication is really.. really important........

But, I din take not of it and I just missed it...

I was told only by Wei Wei when I stride out from the lecture hall.... T.T

The thing which surprised me is that " I am truly not ALONE!"

I still have my companions, who are Lilian and Grace. Cheers! Memang kawan baik!

Quickly, we headed back to the exam hall, and guess what? Our conservation with Prof. was as below:

Us: Miss...

Prof: Guys, the test is over! If you want to discuss the question, this is certainly not a perfect time!

Us:*blur*

Prof: Or if you miss something on your scantron sheet,...........*here comes the main point*, you may stand a chance of not being marked!!!!

At that sudden, I felt like I wanna laugh..... *partially is because of the way she talked*

On my way back home, her words are just roaming around in my head.....

When I think over it, i believe everything happens for a reason, right?

Life is not just a coincidence...

Somehow, when you think about it, this life concept is so true!!

The lesson that I learnt from sermon today...

*BIG FOODssss*

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!

M.U.F.F.I.N.SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

*clearing the dust and the spiderweb*

*sneeze* ACHOOO.........

Ok... It's really been a long time since I updated my blog.... Well, nothing special happens in my life lately.. But i think I have downloaded quite lot of stuffs using my Resnet.. Kinda feel worried coz I maybe me nominated as a "GOOD" internet user... Hahhaa...

Tests are coming up and I wish all the best to all of you!!!!!

Assignments and lab report are yet to be handed in one week time... How I wish I can go for the Thanksgiving event.. Haish....

Gonna spend my days in front of my desk again... I hate this!!!!

By the way, I want to have MUFFINS!!!!

I did google "BEST MUFFINS IN MISSISSAUGA", yet, the results............

I wonder whether Square One has any of them or not..

I really need them right now............

By the way,

good day, huh?

I am very happy now.

And I just don't know whats the reason behind it.

HOHOHOHO...

I cant help myself but just smiling when I am typing these words...

It's good to be happy, right??

Back to studies again.

To my friends, (The 6 Musketeers)

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!!!!!!! WE CAN DO IT!

work it out...

*clearing the spiderweb*

oops... it's really been a long time since I updated my blog.

All I wanna say is that news really spread fast.

Hahaha...

We are still gonna be friends, right????? *wink*

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!

Hope to see you soon.........

Btw, don sleep for so long!!! :P

Yeah!

Quote: Only the one who serves is qualified to lead.

Haha... This is the lesson that I learnt today. So, basically, Jesus is trying to teach us the importance of being humble and he is the prefect role model for us. I like Matt 20:28... It's so nice..... You guys should really check it out!!!!

I wonder why the daily bread din send any message to my inbox liao. But, you can still read it in

http://www.rbc.org

HE IS TOTALLY........

I should not hate that jerk...

But, I am so mad at him.....

He is the most unusual thing that I have seen in this planet.......

whatever... I still need to bear with him for about 8 months......

haiz..

$$$$$$$$

Take heed and beware of covetousness, for one’s life does not consist in the abundance of the things he possesses. —Luke 12:15

Another version of mine: Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; a man's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions."

Truly, this maybe sad for certain people in the world, yet, we must understand that money isn't really matter in our life journey.Of course, it does matter in our dail life but we can't set it as our first prior in life. Nowadays, people are just figuring the ways to earn tonnes of money, slowly, they indulge in buying lotteries(15 million!!! :P) or even gamble. This is riduculous!!! Human will never get satisfied for what he has owned. They will tend to ask for more. Yes, They will keep on working hard in the office till late hours. They miss their family hours which seriously jeorpadize the whole intimacy among their family.

There's a quote which I really, really like. It sounds like this:

What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul? (Matthew 16:26)

Yes, we must turn our richness into generousity. In other words, we actually use our fortunes ro help others, Isn't that great when you really think about it? Others might really need your help sometime, and you just turn down their hopes. Put yourself into their shoes. You will certainly discover the truths of life.

Besides, we should not turn ourselves from God just because of $$$$$$$$$$$. It will be really bad. As a Christian, I realised that we should "go deep" with Jesus, but not asking for deep pockets.

Basically, money isn't the very most important thing in life, yet, it will be our top prior for certain times. Maybe the biotech gang is having this issue right now!!! :P

....

I'm sorry and I know it's over.

a nice one..

It's truly a nice quote.

God comforts us . . . that we may be able to comfort others with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. —2 Corinthians 1:4

Indeed, we will face some difficulties in life which consequently leads to despairities. As we all know that, He is here for us. We just need to share our feelings with Him and He will try to fix the whole situation. Sometimes, you may even thought that He doesn't listen to your prayers. Trust me, He did!!! Maybe He wants us to learn from this affliction.

Hence, we just need to hold onto our faith and never give up upon His words. His words could be your comfort one day!

By the way, class is going to start in about 3 hours and I am freaking exited plus nervous. Whoo.......

Rolling in

Classes are going to start soon.

I wonder again.

Feeling anxious, worried...........

Yet, I will still try my very best.

Wish me luck!!!!!!

Gonna prepare my stuff for school........

My first spiritual reading.....

It's really been a long time since I did my spiritual reading in Malaysia.

I feel thankful towards Philip coz he invited me for the daily bread thingy. After reading the short story, I feel great. Sometimes, i did struggle in my faith towards Him. I just couldn't sense His presence. And, I am truly sorry for all my past mistakes. Hmm...

I found a nice question just now and it worked perfectly for me.

Q: Have you been spending time with Jesus this past week, talking with Him and listening to His Word?

My answer: No, but i am willing to try for the next few weeks. I will hold on to my faith and I will not give up easily. Often, we just miss the opportunity to spend time with Him and this is certainly due to our selfishness. We seek for other things other than His presence while this is totally wrong and I am deeply sorry for that.

Do they ever notice that?

Spill it out. That's grace's blog title.

Out of sudden, I feel sad.

I can't complain anything.

Maybe He wants to train me, thus, I am put into this challenge.

No matter what, I will not give up.

I will endure these alone.............

20% healed...

Hahhaa.. I am in my room again...

Listening to songs. My unit is so quiet coz two of them are still sleeping while Mike is out for his lappy......

Suddenly, there's a notion that hit my head. I miss Malaysia.

I am still getting over with my homesickness.

My Room....

So, this is the day when I check in to my room....

Basically, our university is big, but not the "big" that you think....

Got my cards... And, there are plenty of them.

Laundry card, Student card, Room card, Transit thingy...

Hahhaa..........Visit to friends's houses and they are cool too...... Mixing around with others while my own unit only got three Malaysians, who are Michael, Adly and me....... There isn't any 4th guy... But, there is a tag on the door----- Aadam.

Here is my room....

MC 75 D, and that's definitely my room

In case you are unsure, this is my door sign......It's a moose..

So, this is my bed..... Hoolalala.... My blur blur is on it...He must be happy..

So, here is my study table... It is quite big and I have my own shelf too..

I am standing in front of the mirror again...

Here is the site where I store my luggage.......

So, that's it for now... I will upload my house photo soon........ Quite sleepy..

My 2nd day

I am doing nothing in the hotel.

Facebooking.

Just came back from Square One and just settled the bank thingy....

So, i got a new bank account!!!!

Got stranded in an unknown place. Cold but I did enjoy the breeze.

I am so tired today.

Thanks to my seniors and Miss Vanessa for helping us out..... Hehehhee.......

By the way, Square One closes at 6pm and I was like....... WTH???????????????

Don't stand at the roadside too or else you will be fined with CAD 150.... No kidding......Right, Lilian??

Dubai

Yepi.. I am in Dubai now...... Woolallaa...............

And, I start facebook and blog again............

Waiting to board onto the flight..........Four more hours to go.......

Canada, here I come!!!!!!!!!!! Yepi!!!!!!!

I'm certainly not ok...

Ok. Here i am sitting in starbucks again.

Browsing through facebook.

Looking at others passsng by. They are talking, smiling, doing all kind of actions while I am just sitting here all alone.

A few hours later, I will be leaving my family for a while.

My feeling status for now is not that ok coz I still think that I am not ready for all of these, yet, I still need to move on, entering into a new phase of my life.

Time just passes so quickly and you cant deny the fact that you are growing up in each single day. (allude to XXXXXX's personal message)

By the way, I really dont understand the reasons they want to reach airport by 5 since the flight is at 12... Hmm........

Now, it's getting near to 11.... Practically, I just left few more hours to spend in Bukit Bintang... Gosh.....

I will miss you all..... I love you, guys..........

For all ICPU-ians, good luck in your future and hope to see you soon in Canada........

another....

Early in the morning, here I am.

Doing the same thing again.... Browsing facebook.. Checking on other's current status....

I'm a great stalker.........

Totally like "Heartless".............

Sitting in front of my computer.......... Sometimes, I even stare at it.......

Gosh... I feel so bored................

Counting down to 5 pm coz my home will turn "on" again....

I think I...

Ok..... I've been lazy to update my bloggy since I came back from the fun trip.... Haha.....

Coming back to my home. Sleeping on my bed. Hugging my blur blur.

These are the things that excite me although sometimes can be quite boring.

One more week before I leave my hometown again. Sometimes, I'm quite proud to become an East Malaysian coz we really need to prepare ourselves for leaving the homely lane. Slowly, I have already got use of these situations........ I can still remember the first time I left my home for Inti..... Gosh.... This is the feeling I am getting right now.... Combination of excitements and pains.

Yet, when i think about Canada, which is also a distant country from my home, even my country, I start to question myself.

"Am I really ready for it?"

Sometimes, when I am bored, I will certainly hope that time just passes as quick as it can....

Sometimes, when I am with my family, I just hope that time can just pause for a while.....

Self contradicting.

Lately, I have been doing nothing at home. Sleeping is my major activity. I even start taking nap although it is quite unnecessary. Sleeping is just the perfect way to avoid thinkings.

People ask me not to worry too much and learn to hand my worries to Him. He will certainly guide me through these challenges. As I said, everything happens for a reason... There is a purpose for me to live under the same roof with him...........This is really a great chance for me to learn as I am getting forward to another phase of my life. I will stop complaining from nowonwards.

I guess that's it for today....

ARE YOU REALLY READY FOR THAT?????????

It's already Aug??!!

Tomorrow, I will be flying to KL again.... To settle my visa.. Haiz.....

Let's hope for the best... I don't even know the directions, though.

I am really sick now... Thanks to that damn haze....

By the way, the trip is coming soon and same goes to someone's birthday.....

Time swifts. It's been a year.. I still remember I owe her one roti kaya......

Hmm.. Let me be the first who wishes you a Happy Birthday!!!!!!!! See you soon.....

Now, Beauty and Beast is roaming around in my place......

It does clear my head off for several minutes...

我愛我的F.A.M.I.L.Y

Speaking of this holiday, for most of the time, I was truly bored.

Yet, when the time is reaching, I start to cherish it again. Sometimes, you will feel like home is a damn boring place, but, soon you will realize it isn't that bad.

It is a place for gathering. We spend most of our lives in this place. Our memories will be embedded in this warm place. ........

Lately, my mum swipe her card quite a lot and I felt terribly sorry and I swear that I will do my very best in future. Well, now it's half past three and I am waiting for family to come back......five is the time when my home reverts to the chaotic state. Chatters. Laughter.

I learned a lot these days. I am still learning how to love my family more..... Since I grow up, I seldom say "I Love You" to my family... For me, it will be kinda awkward coz these three words will turn out to formal stuffs.... I am still learning.............

Ok.. I guess I will stop it right here..... Bye.

FREAKING NICE!!!! yummy````

Home alone. Again.

Hungry, starving.

And i ended up with cooking and eating this............



It does taste nice... like it so much.... The bad thing is that there are too few spaghetti left in the packet..... Haiz.......

Btw, I like PREGO!!!!!!!!!!! Cheers!!

SAY NO TO PRESSURE!!!!!!

If you ask me my view,

I will certainly say NO.

Previously, I think it's a YES.

Yet, as I have been thinking through these days, I feel like this problem is vanishing, right?

I am glad that people can express themselves freely.

I will continue work hard till............................

words...

Reading is taking place at my place again.

Start all over again.

Potter, here I come!!!

Trust me. They wont influence my beliefs.

20th July

Another new week for me and there's is still no special thing going on.

Boring, yet, when I think about the time that is left, I start to be thankful for being left alone at home.

After the rain, things really get cold here. Say "bye" to haze too coz it quite troubled me for a long while.

Hearing the chirping sound signifies a new day has come.

Another 11 days before the reaching of August.

Mixture of emotions. Happy. Sad. Nervous.

A while ago, when I saw my header of the blog, I was stunned by it.

I doubted whether 2009 will be a great year for me or not.

And, it certainly does!!!

Thanks to Him again.

He makes me.............

Having an intimate relationship with a dog is the thing that I can't truly understand.

I just can't picture when there is a dog in my house.

Nah.....

I think I will get one soon and I will also name him Marley.

A great and touching movie.

r u sure??

Hmm....

I just received an email.

Our scheduled departure date will be on 27th of August.

Whoosh......

It's really approaching now.

I will miss my family and *wink*.

New Day

Whew....

It's Monday....

Good morning, pals!!!!!!!!

I am not feeling sleepy today. I wonder why.

Love

Haha...... Today is Sunday and I really enjoyed my day.

What can I still expect after taking a 5 hours nap???

Chatting. Skyping.

It's the thing that I have done so far.

Waiting for a brand new day to come.

I will love her more.

10th day...

Today is the 10th day........

Weird dream.....

Done my medical check up.

Happy for her coz she finally proved to me.

:P

hmm...

Today is the eighth day of July..............

Hmm......

In this holiday, I have wondered a lot.

I imagine things that are not going to happen.

Everyday, at the same time, I will be doing the same thing, yet, I enjoy it so much. *wink*

Sometimes, I feel worried.

I am confused.

My F-R-I-E-N-D-S

Here comes the second week of July.

Another boring week, right??

I just schemed through a book and there is a meaningful quote that I will like to share.

It sounds like this:

"You are better off to have a friend than to be all alone... If you fall, your friend can help you up. But if you fall without having a friend nearby, you are really in trouble."

When i read this, it did struck me coz I not always treat my friends in a good way.

I am really sorry about it esp. the teasing part... You all know that they're just jokes, right?

May God bless you !!

06/07/09

I will always remember Big Bun Day.

Don worry.

From now onwards, I will not swallow up my second word.

My dearest.... *lol*

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, CHOOK TENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHHAHAHA.................

p/s: You really need to wake up early on Monday ler...... Maybe you can turn on your cell phone too..

*wink*

等待

是一件很辛苦的动作。

Double Star, right?

Yes!!!!

Can't wait to meet with them later.....

Beatrice.... Amy.....

and Lilian!!!

I think i will reach on time!!!

:P

I'm......

You were always there when I looked back.

From far, I saw you were staring at the computer screen with your purse on table.

*Feeling secured*

Opening the locker. You were the winner again.

Yet, I felt happy because I knew you were in there.

On each day, half past ten is the time that I had been anticipating.

Suddenly, there's a thing popped up in my mind.

I still remember the day you told me about the suicide case in our place.

This is the time when we had our lunch together... Haha.. You told me that you were really scared of supernatural stuffs and that's really funny.

During Earth hours, you dropped by my unit. And, I knew this was the best moment that I could scared you. So, I quickly rummaged through my drawer and I got torch in my hand.

Yet, I failed to scare you. You seemed really calm......

On the other hand, when it came to the ghost stories part, the way you reacted was so *wink*.

Watching "Quarantined" . You fell asleep on the sofa.

These are the memories that I still have of you........

03/07/09

I feel relieved coz I juz finished settling the timetable.

Hahah..... again, another boring day has come.

I cant wait for 2pm.

Hope you like it.

*wink*

02/07/2009

Today is the 2nd of July...

The day which I need to deal with my timetable.......

I wonder Lilian know about it mar coz I seldom see her online now.... *sobs*

I think today will be a great day, right???????????

Still sleeping............ *wink*

X & Y

From 0628,

I fell into a pool.

And, I certainly feel good.

I hope for the best.

I don't want to lose this sensation.

Hehaheha!!!!

Ella.........eh.............

Y will always love X,

and that is why X and Y are side by side in the series.

*wink*

1st of July

Hahah... Today is the first day of July..... For me, it's just another boring day coz I'm home alone again....... Thanks to Skype coz I managed to talk with Teng at this very early morning.....

Hmm..... First of July..... Nothing happens right now. The blade is still rotating. The music is playing and diffracting in all directions. I am sitting in front of computer again. I wonder how many hours have I spent in this repeating action.

Drinking vinegar with water is so fun!!! I start to like the taste of it although it's sour at your first gulp. Yet, when you manage to finish the whole glass, you can have the sweet sensation......... Whoo...

I'm still waiting............... (*wink*)

From what I still remember.....

July is coming soon... Hmm......

I watched her video again. I was really touched by it. I have never wondered that the time can swift so quickly. Everyday, I would always stay in library. Because of that, I opened a new Facebook account. I could still remember the time when I was looking for friends in Facebook. Besides, I could also had for blogging. Reading buddies' blog which sometimes could certainly evoke my feelings. Sad. Disappointed. Frustrated.

Speaking of library, I can say that our group would always be the noisiest group in the library. Gossips. We all know how to do that. Some of them even master in it. Teasing. Actually, all of these were just for entertainments. I really hope that the victims won't take it so seriously. There were a lot happenings in school library. All of these can be treasured in our heart.

Moving on to A.C, this was the perfect place for our break time. It was near to our campus. Yet, the bad thing is that there wasn't a lot of nice food. Economic rice. Sometimes, it tasted nice, especially with the provided hot soup. Until Sem2, I only knew that the soup could be refillable. I ate a lot this semester. I bet all my break mates would have agree with me. Searching for great food. We even went to a stall where we found that photographing was forbidden. The boss' wife even looked like Kai Han. Hahaha......Plus, we found a great bakery shop. Eating there once, and would be the last too. It shocked me when an old man was begging me as I really can't stand oldies kneel in front of me. We ate egg tarts during our tea break. Yea, and they tasted nice too.... A great hang-out place and that;s the place where I first talked with UBC Ooi...... Hahha......Besides the cottage, we have Starbucks. Entered it twice. I still remember that the first time was because of the release of IELTS results. Before that, Xin Ying and I did see a lot of foreshadowing in school, especially the cup in the trash can. Next, while waiting for Kai Han, we saw Mr Frank was holding it. At that instant, all of us thought that it was a good sign. The second time would be the meeting with UBC seniors, Jing Hang and Natallie. Thanks to them though I can't go there.

Next, MC Donalds. OOO.... This place was a total disaster for me. Fast foods. I hate it, yet, I do like it sometimes. Thanks to one of my friends. Because of him, I ate a lot there. I like coffee with my burger. Haha..... We saw how flirtatious our friend is. Haha..... :P In this semester, I also had the chance to eat lok-lok.... I could tell that this was a nice experience for me coz I hate to eat at the roadside. The food there were nice and I missed that uncle too......

Hahah.. Summit will be my next stop. Movies. Dinners or lunches during weekends. It's all in there!!! Even the first accost!!! Kinda had some good and a bad one!! Hahaha.....Hmm... I missed the soya bean shop too...... Opposite to that, we had Subway. Once, I had my breakfast there with Philip and Wei Wei. I totally like the Teh Tarik.....

That's it.... I'm so freeeee and that's why I can write such a lengthy post!

haha :P

I felt relieved now.

I hope to hear from you soon.

Whoosh.. Juz back from K.L coz of the 10 minutes documents-handing session,......

Never mind.. Yet, I still enjoy this trip coz I had many nice foods, right??

Speaking of the movies. Well, first, I will like to say Terminator isn't that bad, actually. However, it touched me a lot. There's a quote which I want to share with you. The difference between a robot and a human is that human has heart. A true-fleshed heart. When you think over again, it will remind you of something, really.

Then, Transformer. hmm.... I never watch the series 1 but I'm going to do it coz I this movie is a brilliant one!!! With the splendid computer effects, I was captivated by the scenes.... I am now obsessed with robots. Optimus Prime, if I am not mistaken.

On Tuesday, I met with my buddies in C.E.C..... Actually, there are so many things I wanna talk with them, yet, I gave up. Some of them wantes to get back to their home, thus, I didn't think it's a good idea for me to delay their trips... Hehehe... Nvm... I can still meet them during pre-departure briefing.... Hhaha... August 11th.. No worry!!!!

Bored at home... Luckily, i bought the RMVB player and this makes things easier.. I can just watch dramas through tv..... I'm sick of sitting in front of my laptop.......Staring at that bloody screen...... It's tiring!!!

So, gotta move my ass now..... Wanna call Cik Noor... Hmm....

Fly AWAY.......

Thanks for everything.

A big thanks to my housemates for giving me a nice and happy life.

Now, it's the time for me to leave this place.

All I can say is that I will always miss you guys.

It's really a blessing that 7 of us can live together like that.

Although some of us may go to different places, as I said in video, Friendship should be everlasting.

Muakz....

First and the Last Holy Communion in Subang Jaya.

It's really a nice experience!!!

By the way, the sermon for today is good!!!!!!

The pastor talks about the origin of Sabbath day and how we should utilize it..... It fits well with me coz I often treat Sunday as a HOLIDAY but not a HOLY DAY.... What a shame!!!!!!

As I said, i will make some adjustments to myself..

Wish me LUCK!!!!!!!

I'm sorry, GOD!!

At this point, his words have struck me, remind me of my sinful acts.

Clearly, I am not so holy after I came here.

Skipping Sunday services.

I don't even spend my time in reading His words.

I feel terribly sad and disappointed over myself.

Why will I ever turn up like this??

I will only seek for His help when I am in troubles..... He is the only one that I can cling on, yet, I don't even cherish His efforts.

I'm so sorry!!!!

You are with me at every moments, standing beside me, giving directions so that I can head to the right way.

What should I do without you???????

I am really sorry......

Prayers... Don't even say about it!!!!! Seldom. Occasionally. *sigh*

Oh!!! I fail.

From now onwards, this will be the fresh start for me. I will try my best to eliminate the bad traits within me though I know that it will take me a while.

God, please strengthen my will so that I can glorify Your name!!!!!!

mathew sitting in the library.....

Right now, I am in the library.

Yet, I have different combination of feelings.

I feel sad.

I feel relieved.

I feel happy.

Of course, I feel bored.

Time swifts. Time flies. This is just the nature of time, isn't it??

Now, at this moment, library is so quiet. ICPU gangs have just vanished in sight. No more chatters. Even the librarians are free now coz there isn't student who wants to borrow books now.

The papers on the tray are also piling up. Coz there's no more student who intends to reuse it.

Nothing much to add on. .....................................................

I woke up early.

Haiz... Tomorrow will be our graduation day. Things start to come to a full stop.

Friends will be leaving us. *Speechless*

I enjoy the life in ICPU, though sometimes I might felt lonely and helpless.

I missed those times that we spent in library. People might think that we are studying. Of course, we weren't.

At this one year, I get to know each other better. Make many friends. Delighted.

I learned to eat MCD though I didn't like it so much.

Searching for great food will be always my top mission in life.

I manage to found some buddies, who really share some common traits.

Sometimes, during the studies, we face some challenges, yet, we still don't give up.

Thanks to your cling. Support from friends is really important. Without their support, you can hardly accomplish anything.

Valerie told me that time flies. I will not deny the truth that we are going to wave at each other, follow by a Good Bye....

I really hope that our friendship can stay forever. It's been a pleasure to know all of you. You guys have brightened my days.

Friends, Good LUCK!!!!

T.T

I tried, yet, i failed.

I know myself really well.

I just don't dare to open it.

Cannot share.

Sweet and tender moments.

Can I get over it?????????

Hoo.... I almost reach there..... Just a few steps before I have it real!!!!

Hmm.... Let's talk bout the holidays that I have had in my apartment.

I feel terribly bored. Nothing much to do.

Went to Summit for few times, yet, time still pass slowly.

Lately, I've been thinking about my future. I wonder whether I can make it or not.

Well, I don't know the answer. I can just only wait and pray. There's nothing much for me to do.

Browse through all the photos in Facebook. I feel sad.

All of us are diverted into different pathways.

One year will just end in a blink of eye......

1st Post in June

Wooha!

Time flies. Again. This quote kinda appears frequently in others' post.

Yet, this is very true for each of us.

Today is our last paper. The last which we will take in MPH. Omg.... It sounds so sad, right??

When I look back to the past, I found that I have grown up a lot, a lot!!!! Independent. Self control.

ICPU has trained each of us to be strong and courageous.

To all of the ICPU-eans,

STAY STRONG TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!! YES, WE CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last for the LAST

Woohaha~~~

I am going to finish my exam soon!!!!!!

Left with calculus..... But, i got no mood to study...

Haha....

Listening to songs....

Life is so good without stress!!!

Physics....

ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!

coming to an end...

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH!

YES, YOU CAN!!!!

OMG!!!!

I LEFT WITH ONE MORE CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm

CAN I WAKE UP AT 3????

I AM TOTALLY BLURRED AND HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

secret

Thanks to my friend who shared her secret recently.

It really works well for me.

Whenever I feel stressful, I will just look at it.

I wish I can be there too.

Oops..

I can definitely be there!!!

COMING SOON

Yea..

Final is coming soon... I bet everyone can score well in this coming exam!!!!!!! Woohahaha!!!!!!

Keep on moving!!!

Keep climbing!!!

We nearly reach the top!!!!!!!!!

Sports Day

Personally, i will think that pictures speak more than words. So, now, I have attached some of them in this post!! tata!!

Teng, what are you doing???

Two alberta gals..........Natallie and Chook Teng!!!

My housemates, Teng and Ding!!!!!!

Group Photo.... Cheers~

Yeah!!! We are happy family!!!!

Wah..... So nice......

Another photo.......

Another again......Supermen...

THE END!!

the CLIMB

I'm ok...

GAMBATEH!!!!

...

Unbearable pain.

Ouch!

How Can I Not Love You

I am numb towards it.

The only thing that I could do now is just pray.

I have tried my best, yet, this is still the outcome that I got.

"Must be brave and we must be strong."

This is the quote which inspired me when I'm listening to it.

I am not alone.

I still got my friends.

Right?

华文真难写！！

此刻，我要装备自己，

迎接最后一次的挑战。无论如何，我一定要做到最好。

我不能再懒惰了。

我们大家一起加油！！！！！！！

learning process

His personal message caught my attention.

Yes!!!

Indeed, we left with 10 days, and it's the end!!!

THE END!!!!

Recalling the past.....

First, we started off with the briefing during the first day at school.

Then, we went to our new home, Casa Subang.

We gone through a lot of tests, assignments, presentations.

In the meantime, we enjoyed our activities, like steamboat dinner, trip to sunway pyramid and even the lagoon.

For all of these, i really appreciate them so much.

In this year, I learn a lot.

I learn to use food to relieve my stress.

I manage to find some friends who can really eat a lot!!

I learn to sleep within a long time, like 12 hours continuously.

I learn to be strong.

I learn facebooking.

I learn everything.

Do you learn anything???

Awakened

Gosh... Juz finished watching Quarantine with my frends....

Hmm.., If you wanna ask how I think about this movie, my reply will be FUNNY!!!!!

This movie was so boring till certain people fell asleep.

And even caused me to yawn.

However, thanks to Lilian's and Nian Yi's scream, I managed to concentrate on this film.

Overall, it's lame!!! The story would just be interesting in the presence of rabid humans.

Now, the clock struck 3.....

I have not yet took my bath.

Gotta go now!!!

Cheers~

Hooray!!!!

Cheers~ at last, we finish our rube goldberg project!!!!! Unbelievable!!!!

Here are some of the pictures..........

This is our Physics teacher, Mr Tan!!! I can tell you that he is the reason that I love Physics!!!! He is cool!!!!!!!!!!!

This is Michael's teacher, Mr Garry!!!! Super duper CUTE!!!

Although this is the time when we finished all of our assignments, I still feel quite sad coz we are approaching to the end of course.... ICPU is the best platform that I have ever had... unique assignments, like facebook, acting and even photo shooting... Which other pre u course can provide us with such pleasure????????

I LOVE ICPU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after that....

Rube Goldberg presentation today.

I pray to God so that we will achieve victory.

This project is also getting to end soon....

We are wrapping up everything.

Time flies.

We laughed.

We gossiped.

We missed the bus.

We stayed at library.

We had some lame discussion topic, aliens?

We had some egg tart at Baker's Cottage.

All of these memories will be cherished, forever.

The everlasting friendship.....

upon my words

I have made my decision.

Sorry, guys.

I hope I can able to do it.

Although fate may forsake us, I will think that bond can still link us together.

Can it be considered as a dire circumstance?? I bet you-know-who- knows what I am talking about.

I shall say bye to you guys soon.....

Please bear in mind that the memories that we shared can never be forgotten,

Friends,

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不知如何是好

I am puzzled.

I really don't know what will my next step be.

Where is my heading??

I don't really like my current state.

I hate it.

God, please show me a way!!!!

Personally, I will prefer that, yet, I left with no choice.

Plz.... I beg for You..........

I just want a miracle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

are we FREE??

Ok... basically, after spending quite a long time in CPT, here came the day when I could finally hand in to Mr Ben.!!! Hooray!!!! I'm free from presentation and super long essays!!!!!!

Gosh.. ICPU is really stressing the students coz there are so many projects need to be done!!!!

CPT Exeunt.

Left with physics report. Spending time in video calling. Having fun, right????

Lilian and Kaihan.... too bad.. i din manage to capture Lilian's image.... Haiz.....

But, i got something to share with you guys!!!

Hmm...... wonder what this is.....

Three of us.......... Actually, there are 5.... Can you find another one??

WHAT R U DOING???????

Elaine, i hope that you are not reading my blog at this moment.....

Hahaha.....

"I cry."

Wooha~~

Gambateh in your presentation tomorrow!!!!!

Freak out!!

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPER DUPER NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Mother's Day

Today is Mother's Day.......

Mum, Happy Mother's Day. I really hope that you can enjoy your stay in K.L though I know that you might not like it so much.

So, lately, I have been watching a Japanese drama series, One Litre of Tears again!!!

It is nice. The recollections that it brings to me are so significant. I can never forget him. He will always stay in my heart, always, forever.

Everything happens for a reason. I truly believe that this is the challenge that God wants us to take on. So, I shall never blame him.

I love both of them!!!!!

Mum, I love you!!!!!!!


*gosh!! All my mind now is full of that 's' word!!!!*

emo post

Well, I think I just learnt a lesson.

It's hard for us to retrieve things which we have lost.

I am so sorry.

CPT!!!!!!!!!!!

I am really, really tired!!!!!

Sleepy 200%%%%%%%%%%%%%

gambateh

Wish me luck!!!

This is the time when I will start my CPT!!!

CPT 0%

Gosh!!!

CPT!!! Again!! This will be the last time for us to hace this assignment.

Should I feel happy or sad??

I'm happy because there's a movie in one of my sources.

I'm sad because I will be suffering from tomorrow till the end of Sunday.

Labour Day 2009 will be my working day since I need to utilize these hours to complete my work.

Feeling relax coz later we will hang out together.

At this moment, I'm thinking about my CPT.

Should I ask the librarian for that movie????

Hmm.....

forgiveness

I pray hard.

Yet, I still can't achieve what I want.

I never doubt His capability coz He is whom He is.

For me, everything happens for a reason. He wants us to learn some values. Good one.

I'm happy coz I can get to know Him since I was young.

Thanks to my parents and even my Sunday school teacher!!!

I shall never forget those moments, especially those on- stage activities.

As time goes by, I start to neglect You.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm standing far with You.

But, you prove me wrong. You're always there for me.

No matter what, I'm sorry.

I'm terribly sorry.

To: Wei Wei

Hooray!!!!

WELCOME TO OUR WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!


p/s: check out for her link!!! crazy sister!!!

Arise

I think I'm ready to take these challenges.

I will not give up.

Hooray!!!!

I think all of us can do it well!!!!

Don't worry!!! be happy!!!

the day before hamlet sinks

I am tired.

I read Hamlet for the whole day.

It's crazy!!!

Making me yawns, even at this moment.

Reach Act 4 only.

wonder whether i can finish it on time or not.

*pray hard*

hmm

I shouldn't blame anyone.

This is my mistake.

I wonder why there's such moment in my life.

Well, it's a terrible one!!

I am perturbed, yet, I can't express to anyone. Nobody will understand me in this case.

I will try my best from now onwards......

I will imitate the way you lead your life.

You inspire me.......

Gosh!!!

God, please help me!!! I'm very alone now.

bright new day

A new plan.

What is it??

She knows that.

Hahaha.......

Best spot, ever!!!!!

*less

wonder if there's a word, wordless.

I feel tired. Yet, I saw my friend's blog just now.

We shouldn't give up. Regardless of any circumstances.

I try my best to fix this problem, but to no avail.

Again, i give that another shot.

I hope that things will turn out better this time.

get me out of here

I'm sorry.

I hurt You again.

I feel despair.

I lose over the temptations.

Should I give up or what?

Please show me a way out of this ZONE.