Thanksgiving

Life is short.

I just knew from Facebook that one of my Sunday school teacher had just passed away. Well, it's during October and I didn't even know that for the past 2 months.

When I read the testimonies of her daughter, I was captured by the words. Words of God are really powerful in the sense that they will give us hope and comfort when we are in a difficult situation. I was really upset at the first moment coz all the time I just try to avoid these stuffs.

Thinking of my family. Losing 2 men who impacted my life. I wonder whether I am healed from the pain. Watching some shows, seeing how people have a complete family. My heart just feels sad. It is undeniable that I have a great time in my family, just that sometimes I will still miss them.

In this year, I get lots of question about my dad. Sometimes, I will share the testimony with them. Sometimes, I even get perturbed by the whole incidents. Thinking back to the past that happened in my family, I believe that God has arranged it perfectly. These are the things that make me and my family to have a total dependence on Him. Although my childhood or teenhood was partly comprised of fear and sadness, I still thank Him for guiding me. I can never imagine that I can have the chance to study in Canada.

Going to church. Become more serious about my own religion. I just have to say: God really sort things up for me. I was just touched right now by the testimonies. And, I know what my new year resolution will be.

Having her as my Sunday school teacher is a lovely gift from God to me! Thanks! I shall catch up with her soon. Sometimes later.

sigh

i think i have to do something again.

i just feel so tired.

i think i have to escape.

Boxing!

I did it again.

Boxing day. Lying on the bed. Waiting for the church service to start on 2 later.

Listening to Casting Crowns songs.

Looking at the window and there goes the sunlight.

The whole house is so quiet during Sundays, even the dogs are not barking.

Picking a book and going to flip the page that I want.

I think I really have to deal with it, or else, bad things are gonna happen again.

Please help me! :S

Nov 3

Slacking in the library.

Thinking about something.

I think of Casting Crowns.

Learnt a lot throughout the year. When I looked back to those moments, I am glad that He is always by my side.

Thinking about the apocalypse video that my friend posted. How the earth they know that 21 Dec 2012 will be the doomsday? I have no idea.

Well, i am just trying to sort things out in my head now.

Getting tired these days. Really tired. Exhausted.

Anyway, I am quite free these days. So, I have to take a good rest then before I pack myself with studies again.

I'm ok

It's Thanksgiving today!!! Nothing special today, juz that someone forgot to bring his lappy to church!!! LOL

Yet, it still turned out well.

I went back home quite early today. Nothing to do....

I have been busy for so long. This week will be a good one, I guess. But, two midterms are coming next.

What should I do? I need some help again. I need light!!!

Can any other salt and light save me this time???????

It is the LORD your God you must follow, and him you must revere. Keep his commands and obey him; serve him and hold fast to him. Deuteronomy 13:4

CCF

Speaking in front of a big crowd.

Well, I was nervous. But, what can I do?

I knew that He was just by my side.

Few words were spoken. But, I tried my best.

Thanks for Your dwelling Room 280 yesterday.

I am hungry

Father, I thank you for the blessings that you have showered upon me.

I thank you that you have built the person that you want me to be.

I thank you for your everlasting love despite the things that I have done in my past.

I feel so lucky to have such a good pal in my life. I thank you for your planning in my life.

The good influence that I have, right now at this moment.

I just can't stop crying. LOL

Praise the Lord!

p/s: Happy Birthday to my first roomie!!! :) May you have a nice one!

What should I do now?

Summer is coming to an end. I wonder. Weather starts to get hotter again.

I'm feeling sad for the juniors. This is the experience for them once they reach Canada.

No fan in their residence. Oops.. I hope that they will do fine.

To be honest, I really like my juniors and I think same goes to Mike and Philip. Coz we really treat them as small kids. Looking at the way they behave, all of us have decided to help them in becoming butterflies, if you know what I mean.

So, I am still playing around these days. I just attended my friend's farewell+birthday party and it was cool.

I have been in Canada for exactly one year and if you ask about my opinion, I will say Canada is a great place to stay.

I like my church in Canada too. I just prefer smaller ones. Everyone just seems so nice........

The church outing was great!

I think I have to upload some photos soon.... And, you will see a cute little boy, Amos.

1C E ..... All the way to HIGH PARK

Today is the day when I finish my final.

Well, before I mention about the test, I had an awesome day.

I went to shopping before my test!!! Cool, right???

I don't even flip a page of my book today. Well, I thought that it will be easy after all.. LOL

But, the test did disappoint me a bit coz it's a bit hard. Well, I still manage to answer all of them by jotting some silly answers. LOL......

Bye to phonetics. And, I like my garden path sentences... They are really cool!!!!!!

Syntax. Morphology. Semantics.

Above all, I like my prof very much!!! A good and responsible person. Well, maybe I should take Spanish too!!!

I had my pork bone soup in downtown again.... The OWL shop's really taste gooooood.........Yummy!!!!!

I like the way Kenny advise me!!!!!!! He always inspired me... Don't think of any "what if.." statements... They will only make you more depressed."

Koinonia-ing with everyone!!! :)

Good fellowship!

I tried tennis today again...

To my surprise, I forgot the techniques of playing.

Well, it's quite miserable but I will try hard again!!

Soccer!!!! What should I said about the goalie?

He was funny!!! He had the ball shot at his tummy!!! Well, thanks to his fat layer.

He is ok now, I guess.

He will stop writing for now and go for a shower. :)

天阴了

OK... It's been one week since I updated my blog..

So.. Nothing special is going on here, juz that I have been busy with my assignments and my own fun!! LOL

Basically, final is 9 days from now and I don't know how to prepare for this test.

We studied about psycholingustic and sociolinguistic and they are pretty fun!!!!

Learning how a child can actually acquire a new language.

Learning how our mental lexicon is learning new word or phrase each day.

Lately, I just knew that sick has its own meaning too, at least for teens.

If someone tell you that you are sick, you should be proud!

It even appeared on my NIKE shirt! LOL......

August...

Yay!!!!! I went for the 39 cents wings.....

What should I say? I'm totally FULLLLLLLL!!!!!

I'm having a great time here and the final will be in 2 weeks too... Time always flies without your knowledge. I never knew the final will be so soon after I found that today is Aug 3rd.

I am still playing around. There is nothing much I can do. I missed 2 days of E.G and I have to catch up with that.

Please give me the wisdom and strength. Thanks for your prayer and I will pray for you too. You will be fine!!!! I'm SURE!!!

What a GREAT day????!!!!

It's a rough day for me, yet, I still have to rejoice in it.

First, I woke up late and I nearly missed the appointment with the landlord.

Luckily, Phil woke me up!! A big thanks to him.

And, during the meeting, I lost my temper. I'm so sorry.

Later, during the prayer meeting, I tore my bible. Ouch! It's a new one! Genesis 1!

After the fellowship, I felt lazy and I ditched them. Well, I thought that the car was full too. I missed another tennis lesson! LOL... So, never make any assumption before any matters.

So, I went for cycling. ALONE. Hmm..... What should I said about it?? It was a long trip and I spent 3 hours doing my reading on E.G..... I learnt quite a lot of stuffs.

I thought for a while. I looked at the sky and clouds for nearly half an hour! I was so amazed by the sky today. *speechless*

After this, I went home. When I entered the street, I saw a black car and it's Simson's car. They drove back home to ask me for dinner. But, I rejected them on the road.

Well, you know me.. It's kinda a bad feeling for me coz I don't mean it. Just that I was affected by my unstable mind.

I put back my bike into the garage and I went upstairs. So, I was thinking of resting, but, Phil opened the door. I was totally astonished. And, I scolded him for coming back. At last, I followed them for dinner again. Sushi buffet. I am still addicted to nori. yummy....

I felt bad during this whole day. I just want to say how sorry I am if I ever hurt you today.

I am terribly sorry.......

p/s: Don't worry. I am ok now. Just wanna share a verse with you guys. It spoke to me today and it was so powerful. Thanks to Him! :)

³⁰ Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;

³¹ but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:30-31)

Glad that Seow came....

Soccer!!!!! It's so much fun, ignoring the fact that someone dribbled the ball better than you, the rest is all fine!! HAhaha... Gonna work hard on my reflex...

So, pretty good day... I went out for dinner with Cliff and Bill... Talked a lot of stuffs...

Hmm... Well, I failed another time again. What should I do? I guess that I have to ask him. He is lot wiser than me.

I really need some help now... (*mum, it's not really a big deal... Hhahaha... So, don't worry!!)

Gotta sleep now.... Nitez...

First time...

Sir John turned out to be nice.

It's better than what I thought.

I just came back from school. On the way home, it rains.

At the time, I started to rummage through my bag. Can't find it.

This is the point when I realized how important the umbrella is.

Hahaha.. Such a random post. Nothing happens today.

Just learned a few thing about Samaritan. Happy for Matt!!! May God bless you!

Salty

Angeline Jolie is so cool!!!!!

Salt is so nice....

Speechless.....

Btw, I like to watch movies on Tuesdays..........

Totally worth it!!!

Can this be the 1 ?

Monday.

Have been sleeping for so long.

Well, there was an interesting thing for today.

It happened when I was calling to Sir Johns.

Well, I hope this house will be a good one... According to him, it sounded really good........

Louis: Hello.. Can I know where the 4 gals coming from?

Me: Hmm... Malaysia. (deep down in my heart, I thought he will never know)

Louis: Oh, Malaysia!! I just signed a contract with a few Malaysians.

Me: Really? Interesting...

Louis: Yeap....Do you know "Amen"?

Me: Amen........(I thought for a while....Amen???)

When I kept on repeating Amen in my mind, I sudden realized that Amen should be him!! So, I asked to confirm and it's him!!!!

Amen is Aiman!!!! He was helping juniors for house thingy and thanks God that he found one, which can be near with the girls'. :)

Ok... So, there is nothing much about today. Midterm is tomorrow and I'm not sure whether I am prepared or not....... I just hope that everything can turn out fine.........

Oil in The Lamp.. BURNING!!!!!!!!!!

Ok... Another great day... I just wish that everyday is Sunday....

I like Sunday. First day of the week. Yeah!

There is no classes on Monday, which is another cool thing for me.

And... what else.....

I can meet a lot of people in church. I got to interact with those small kids, Fiona and Eric. They are just so lovely.

Hmm... Fellowship after church is another great thing! Bonding in BR...... My honey green tea.... My salted chicken, combo 1......... Playing the IPhone application, Ancient War... (Lost for the last round... :P)

Above all, it's the E.G (borrowed from Kenny's lexicon) part when I feel most relaxed... Hanging out in Peggy's place. Sitting on the couch and starting to share the week you have, the most meaningful statement that you learn throughout the week.

For me, the meaningful part will be: We live by faith, not by sight. (2Cor. 5:7)

Thanks Di for this cute present:

Happy Birthday, Vania!!!!

It's another great day again! He did for the first time and it turned out good... Happy for him... Gotta ask him more about that....

Hang out with some friends. Feel the love between each of us, just like a big family.

I just had a dinner with Simson too and we talked a lot.....

I just feel glad that I know him coz he is a pretty fun guy!!!

Well, I have not studied for my upcoming midterm.. All those stuffs... Memorization comes into the play......Gotta get myself motivated first... Well, I will just start play some glee songs.... I am definitely a gleek!!!!

The thing I learn today is that we shouldn't forget about the source, and that's why I went for this picture. LOL

SCORE!!!!!

S. Fellowship....

My first reaction is like: WHAT??? Not again......

I even told them that I'm definitely not going for this one... Not that I want to say I'm completely losing my interest in this, yet, I was thinking that I might be the one who brings the whole team down!

During the night, I can't sleep... I prayed that everything will be gone smoothly and he granted me this wish JUST NOW. It's so FUN! Everyone is blooming. You can see straight from their face... Lovely day... Watching how the water sprinkle on the green grass, and you were totally captured by it.

What a wonderful summer! The breeze that came into this picture made the whole thing better... You just can't stop praising him for all things are his creation.

I just want to say: GREAT JOB, PEEPS!!!!! I just can't stop smiling right now.....

By the way, guys, I just want you to try something.. It's quite fun and I just learnt it from my lecture today.

First, get yourself a piece of paper... And, put it in front of your mouth.

Try to speak "PIT"

and.....

"SPIT".......... Can you sense the difference which the paper is making? I hope you do... :)

My favourite day

I'm pretty sure he is the one who called me into this.

All I have to do is obey him, right?

Why does he wanna put this burden in my heart?

Is he trying to build another me?

Things gotta start tomorrow. I asked myself.

Should I go for it? Or should I just stay at home?? I'm waiting for his reply.

I guess today will be a long day.

Shouldn't be...

Woosh... It's one thirty in the morning and I am still awake...

However, my roomie is on his way to a dream, i guess... LOL

Inception is a great movie and it is the first one which caused me to have lots of thinking. I wonder why the author of this book can think of such thing.

Lately, I have gone astray and I have to get back to the path again.

But, I know someone is still waiting for me. I'm sorry for keep you waiting for such a long time.

Hmm... A bit sleepy now...

Morpheme is interesting and same goes to syntax too... :)

Lurking

I have been erasing for so many times when I am typing this post...

Perhaps, this is the 10th time when I wrote the intro again....

I think I really have to deal with that problem, or else, things will get worsen...

Feeling lazy to study... It din even attract me this time.. Wonder why...

Lean on Him

I did something stupid again.

I am so gonna punish myself for that... I am so sorrryyyyyy.... I wish I never did it....

I will stay strong and rely Him more coz I know He is my source of strength......

To be or not to be? That's the QUESTION..

Being a volunteer in a geriatric centre is not an easy task!!!!

I just called Pinky and she told me that you have to undergo so many procedures, for example: TB check, which takes around 3 weeks for the results and even a police check (well, this is totally new for me.. So, I ask.....)

Me: What's a police check?

Pinky: It's a test to see whether you have any records in criminology..

Me: (Shocked) Ohhhhhh......

So, this is pretty much about the conversation. She asked me to think clearly whether it's worthy or not... All the while, I am so interested in involving in this work, yet, I face this obstacle.. Well, it isn't a challenge for me, but I do hope I can do something good for the society....

Well, should I do a TB check???

God, please show me Your will...... I really need it right now...

No AIR

I can't breathe.

I feel quite stressful again.

I think I am not ready to ................

Sorry......

I hope you will understand....

Glee for me?

Watching Glee may not be the perfect thing that I should do right now...

But, I cant resist this show coz I really interested in music, especially singing.

I'm not sure whether I'm skillful or not, yet, I really like it so much.....

If there is so called Glee club in UTM, I will definitely join it.....

I just wanna find my passion here.... And, I will not give up on my violin too.........

Paul inspires me..

Today, I learnt about "Forgetting what is BEHIND, and Strain towards the FUTURE"

This is somehow very important for me coz sometimes I may find myself dwell in the past...

It's really painful for me coz I never try to settle some of the stuffs in my heart.

But, I know, with Him, I can achieve anything.

Right??

The walk might seem to be alone for other, yet, I can feel Your presence...

End of Term 1

Yeah!!!! I FINISHED MY FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, it's only one subject but I'm still happy!!!!!! Tired of memorizing all those essays.....

I spotted the questions correctly!!! 1. 4 and 6!!!! Thanks to me, Philip... Well, we memorized all!!! T.T

Wonder whats my upcoming plan??? Wonderland??? Movies???

At least, I will become the Karate Kid!! :)

夏天到了吗？

Well, today was my last class....Hahhaa.... Great ending for the history of Christianity.

Although sometime I didn't know what Adam talking about, I still think that I have learnt something new... Well, I learnt about the idealogy which St. Augustine proposed, Kimanguism and bla bla bla...

Ok.. Back to my point, I am super duper lazy nowadays.. I have 5 more essays to memorize, yet, I am still blogging!!! Hmm... I just don't know why I'm becoming this way since the day I moved into this new house.. Guess that it is the fault of my study table.. I juz wanna get the same one in McLuhan court... Missed those times...... T.T

Well, summer is here and it is hot!!!!!!!!!

Good Bra

Haa... I hope that you don't misunderstand my post today.

Yeah!!! Getting close to finish all my essays for the upcoming final....

Reading about the development of Christianity in China.. Learning that Christians were under persecution again.... There is something that I gain through this course: Never take things for granted, esp. religious freedom.

So, watching the soccer match between Brazil and Ivory Coast, I was certainly mad!!!!!!!!!!! The referee was too wise to send Kaka off the the field.. It was such a devastating moment for all the Brazilian fans (I guess), well, at least for me!!!!

At that instant, I was so shocked that Kaka got a red card from him.... Keita is sure a good actor and he sure comes a long way from Hollywood... Guess that he can work there too after the retirement...

No matter what, I still have faith in Brazil coz Kaka will be back soooooonnnnnn!!! Right?

Am I ? Maybe.

I had a haircut today...

Bye to my 3 months old hair........Do feel a little bit lighter...

Well, back to the reality.. Finishing those questions for final, I'm ready to go......

Again, am I too sensitive or what?

I think that maybe I'm not a good pal again............

Geeeeez..............

Sudden thought

It's been a long day.....

FIFA fever..... I'm in too!!!! Totally supporting Kaka!!!! He glides SMOOOOOOOTHLY.....

Well, I played soccer today, at least for half an hour and I realized that I'm getting older..... Stamina is getting bad............

When I walked back to school today,I promised myself that I will do something that I really like to do........ It's around my mind during these few days and I feel like I have to do it.

Lately, I found that I'm becoming a person that I don't wanna be, so I have to get myself outta the "game".........I just wanna pursue my dream, well, for the time being.

Wait for my good news, I certainly hope.

I think I know....

Yeah... I changed a new template of my blog...

Gotta update it more often.

Final is coming soon. Essay is due in three days.....

A lot of things are coming up.

Lesson learnt: Sometimes, you just have to be yourself and try some new stuffs..... Tired of becoming follower......... I shall give up........

:S

Kecewa

Sometimes, it's just too hard.

*sigh*

:)

Rejoice in Him.

:)

We won???!!!!

Rejuvenates

Hahaha.... It's a great day today and I feel much more relaxed right now....

Ever since I took summer course, I have tried to drop my course for several times.

The first time will be my Christianity and I added it back after a few minutes later.

Then, it will be my Bio 206 coz I think it's gonna be hard for me to memorize all those stuffs.

Now, it's the turn for Intro to Religion which I think it's gonna be hard for me to memorize the answers for those 30 questions.

Lately, there is something I learn, which is, don't stress out yourselves during your studies.

And, there is something called "wicked in disguise".

Tata.... That's it for now..

p/s: Hope that our muffins are edible.

Overjoyed

Thankful for what He has given to me.

Miracle does happen, especially when you are not expecting anything.

Thanks!

1st Day

It was fine and I was totally satisfy with it.

Working my very best to lead a good and healthy life.

Lately, I have been getting lazier and it's all because of my bed.

It is so comfortable. I wish I can sleep late in the morning without thinking how to complete my first assignment. It is going to due on Thursday midnight and I don't even start a word yet.

Having fun during the dinner although I had it at the late hours.

By the way, I am going to turn Philip into a gooooood cooook..........

So, that's our meal for today..... Thanks to my memories.. Mummy's food is always great!!

Onion with eggs, my favourite!!! :)

Yummy to vegetables!!

fruitful

I think I learned a lot during the past three days.

Opening your heart to the family = Lightened your burden

Tears are never running low in my eyes.

I think I am ready to move into a new phase of my life.

I will always remain in Him..

Thanks for the checklist for helping me to discover my inner self.

Letter to Alice

To: Mummy Alice

Hahhaa.... I know it's my bad coz I seldom chat with you since I came to Canada... Yet, I still remember Mother's Day is coming soon, well, it's tomorrow, which is one hour later.. So, I just wanna tell you that how thankful I am to have you as my mum.....

Thanks for your canning, or else, I will be wandering around the street and stealing Mentos from supermarket.

Thanks for your understanding coz I truly appreciate them especially when examination is around the corner.

Thanks for your encouragement and they are always come in handy when I face difficulties in my life. Thanks for sharing the Bible verses with me coz you know how powerful His words will be.

Thanks for becoming my supplier.. Well, at least, you will try to satisfy each of us in the family especially me coz you know how I like branded products so much.

Thanks for bearing with my temper... I know I am quite a bad tempered person and I truly sorry for this coz I am about to change soon....At least, I can have the chance to rid my self from some bad marks.

Thanks for forgiving me each time when I quarrel with you... Hmm... This is what I think... Almost, everytime, when I go back to home, I will sure have a big fight with you... I am truly sorry for that and I do hope that it will not happen again......

Thanks for giving birth to me and I know I am the reason that you put on weight..... You have to wave at your old clothes... Saying goodbye to them is hard, but you still look gorgeous to me...........

Thanks for becoming our driver in our family coz everyone else will still chicken out even though we have car license on our palms. I wonder whether I can drive your vios or not.......

Lastly, thanks for taking good care of daddy for the past few years... *salute* .... Actually, this is what I want to tell you for so long..... MUMMMMMMY, thanks for the things that you have done in our family.... Without you, we will be in the mess!!!!!!! I think daddy will also appreciate for what you did in his life......

p/s: A Bi never forget the promises that he have made to you... The curtain in the Land Cruiser... I will surely put you on ride with this car..... :)

From,

Mathew

Geez

Please just don't make me say it out loud.

I hope I can just shut my head off!!!

Loss

Today is not a great day.

And, it's all my fault.

You have the right of doing so.

Battery is running low...

Hey, it's been sometime since I updated my blog on my last bell ringer of Year 1...

So, spring is coming or should I say, it has already reached. Yet, the weather is still cold today and Sun seems to lose his spot today. Maybe he has to get a good rest before the summer comes.

Final is going to end soon and I still left with one subject, Calculus. It's not an easy subject, though. Convergence tests, taylor series.... I just don;t understand why those smart people can think of such things. They are just simply making our life harder. Geeez.....

Looking at the brighter side... I will be finishing on Tuesday and will be also moving out from my residence. But, there is still some sadness since this is the place where I have been staying for 8 months and it's just like Casa Subang........

Time passed. Memories should be stored deep inside my heart.

Question: How can I find a place which is relaxing?

加油吧！

The last bell ringer of Year 1.

This is the coolest test that I ever had in my life.

Nervous.

A lot to prepared. Memorization. Eg: Ascaris Lumbricoides ...

Yet, it's quite fun when you test your friend over the skype and it did help me a lot too......

Gambateh!

难。

人生其实真的很矛盾。

有时，你也许会觉得自己很没用。

有时，你明明觉得你的存在根本就不会带来改变，但你却偏偏地被拣选。

人生真的很无奈。

自己想要贡献一丝丝的能力，但它们真的是微不足道。

最近，我常常问自己到底自己需要的是什么？

别人的肯定？

别人的赞赏？

通通都不是。

我觉得我真的需要放弃我应该放弃的东西。

这样，我的心也会好过一点。

如今，我只希望我能找到一些属于自己的东西。

但，它又在何方呢？

Integrals..... :)

Hahahaa.... I'm back and it's exact one week since I updated my blog.. Life is getting busier as first year is coming to an end soon. Certainly, this is not for my case coz I will still be taking summer courses... Woohohohoho!!!!!

So, I have been thinking quite a lot lately and I found myself in a big dilemma.

Never mind, let's talk something lively... Spring is coming up.... Weeee..... The season which I have been waiting for so long.. Not that I hate winter so much, but I do enjoy wearing T shirt and short pants... NO MORE LONG JOHNS... Wee...... I hate to wear that bulky winter jacket too... Gonna say bye for now to my Espirit......

I noticed that my Photo 365 project is not going well coz I kinda lost for few weeks...

So, I wanna upload a new picture again... Hahahaa.....

Thanks to Dodo for this wonderful pic!!!! LOL!!

So, this photo has just reminded me that all the biotech gang are now cramming for the test later..... Good luck to all of us!!!!!!!!!!! Gambateh!!!

.....and to your brotherly kindness, add love.

Today is my first day of doing that and I am quite satisfied.

And, to myself:

Keep up the good work!!!! I hope that I can continue doing so for the rest of my life. :)

Fruit bearing isn't easy, yet, I will try my best.

-ve space....

Gazing out of the window, which is one of my favourite activities.

Snow is the only thing that I can see. Everything is white again.

I wonder whether it will be long-lasting.

I am quite disappointed with him and I know that he has the freedom to choose.

We make mistakes in our life and we promise that we will never repeat them again.

Yet, we fail to do so.

Coz we are humans who are living with their own flaws and that makes LIFE.

I hope that everything will be fine.

Think carefully before you act!!!!!

Sigh

Running out of time.

Can I finish them on time?

Quiet CNY

It's so sad when you are celebrating CNY away from your family.

And, basically, there isn't any CNY mood here too!!!!!!!

Lanterns. I saw 9 of them.

New year cake. I ate quite a few.

Bagua. I had some too.

Yet, I can't have my favourite cake at this moment!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still holding on....

It's been a long, long time since I updated my blog.

Getting busier from day to day. Lab reports. Quizzes.

Yet, I am quite happy coz I manage to go through this week. The busiest one, I guess.

Shopped for the very first time in 2010. However, I shopped nothing again. I guess that I have everything, right now.

So, I watched a movie again, and it was so touching.

Tears. Regret.

Perhaps, she was right. I am the resemblance of him.

Hope.

Sunlight. The thing that I wish to see when I am in Canada.

Things will be different when I am in Malaysia.

The rays of sunlight is so pretty though it hurts sometimes.

Similarly, life is just simple and beautiful, and it all depends on how you see it.

Sometimes, all we can do is just hope for the best.

Hope is the best possession in life, isn't it?

Warmth

A card and a decoration...... They brighten my day!!!!

Yesterday, there's one thing that shocked me.

Well, a pink parcel on my floor. Weird.

I opened it up. And I saw these. Thanks to my family again!!!!! Love you so much!!!!!!

Above

Sometimes, when I was slacking, I will be taking weird pictures and this appears to be one of them.

When I glanced down, the thing which always catch my attention is the big, blue pool.

People would just hanging around that spot. Chattering, and I could definitely hear them.

Looking to the left side, I would see a big parking lot. Anyway, it wasn't a great spot to look at.

I like the pool, even though I can't swim.

There was a time when we learned that water is an archetype.

A transition.

Time to change.............

Bubble

A year has passed and I hope that you all still do fine.

Everything seems blurry right now and you tend to forget some good moments that you had in your life.

Jokes that you shared. Conversation that you had.

Memories, regardless of how good or bad they are.......

You will learn something from them. The experience you gained will never fade away.

Everytime, when I look at those pictures, all I can see is unbreakable friendship, and I hope it will stay forever.

:)

Going after....

What are you looking for in life?

Is it happiness? Perhaps, love will sound reasonable for certain people in this world.

For me, I will go after hope, which I found that it's a really good term.

Hoping that everything goes smoothly.

However, failure will reach upon us when we're on our way to the summit.

Even though the greatest obstacle is ahead of us,we should still remain who we are.

Continuing your journey of dreams.

If we stay strong till the end, we will be the ultimate winners of life.

Treasure....

It's a simple post.

Nothing much to say coz this picture speaks out my mind.

It's nice to see that family always ties in with home.

What will you do?

What will you do?, originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

Struggles. Worries.

Everyone has their own struggles, and it's just depend on how you deal with them.

Will you choose to run away? Or, perhaps, you think that ignorance is a better solution.

Personally, optimism is the thing that we all should possess.

Anticipate that great thing will still come upon your life.

Yet, people also tell us that it's unworthy to look back to your own past.

Why will they have this notion? Aren't they satisfy with what they owned?

The journey they had. Friendship that they built. Smile that they share. The experience that they gained, regardless how bad it is.

Everything was so lovely when you think of them right now.

Abiogenesis. Clade. Grade. Panspermia. Plesiomorphy. Apomorphy.

These terms are driving me crazy. But, I know that He is always by my side, even now.

Tonight will be a long night.

Good luck, people!!!

Type A and Type B

Type A and Type B, originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

Today, I just learnt from her that there are three types of personalities, which are A, B and C.

And, I am happened to be AB type, which I think is quite reasonable.

I wonder why someone will ever want to change their group.

Thanks to Google.

Aza aza!

Hahaha... I accidentally found this picture in my lappy and here I posted in my blog.

So, the thing that you can see now is shadow.

Shadow. Personally, I like shadow-based pictures, if you notice another one in my facebook profile.

Life's but a walking shadow.

To be frank with, I hate this line so much! It is said by Macbeth who was trying to abandon all hope in accomplishing his goal. One can never give up in all circumstances.

Even, if you fail, you still need to be thankful for that coz you learn something new and you will promise yourself that you shall never repeat this again.

Certainly, I don't think that life seems futile. If you persevere, you will reap your benefits soon.

To: You

Don't ever give up coz you know that nothing is too hard for God (it's in Jeremiah again!)and I think that you will be ok soon, right?

Good night, bloggy.

He is with me!

He is with me!, originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

I realized that if you just depend solely on yourself, you will be worn out easily.

However, if you walk with Him everyday, you will notice that your life is different with the previous one.

Trust, Faith. Hope.

Depending on Him

The Path, originally uploaded by maThew_1107.

I have chosen my path and I have to stick with it.

I believe that He will lead me through even in the darkest valley,

"Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like a dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun." Psalm 37:5-6

Let Him be your guidance, for He knows the plans He has for you.

I am emo-ing!

It has been three years and I thought I can handle it well, yet, I failed.

It's sad when you lost somebody that you treasure in life.

But, what can you do?

Dwelling on the past?

And,till now, I still can't let go of everything.

It does impact me a lot!

Feel it...

Abstract. Mine is not abstract enough.

From today onwards, I will try to sharpen my skills on photography.

Picture speaks a thousand words and I hope same goes to mine too....

By looking at this photo, can you feel the same way as I do?

Chicken or coward?

Light bulb.

For me, it symbolizes the generation of thoughts.

Yet, the bulb is enclosed within a box.

I can't express my ideas freely since I was young.

My greatest fear. I can't speak well in front of crowd, especially in English.

I can't stand that people are actually looking at me.

Nervous. Sweating.

This is the thing that I have to get over with.

Bookworm me!

Study mode is on for me!!!!

But, it seems irony when I actually put my spec on the keyboard!!!!

Can you see the the 2 letters that I'm keep avoiding of?

Say no to FB! :P

Past. History.

So, here is my camping site. Thick snow, ya?

Completely different with Mississauga. Snow is melting here, or should I say, there is no more snow... Green grass is showing up themselves.......

I have been thinking quite a lot these days.

What will be my greatest fear? Those which hold me back right now. I found 2.

Yet, I'm sure that I will defeat them soon. It takes time and I think He will by my side during the battles.

*embracing*

Retreat 2010

Well, this is the reason why I'm not updating my blog.....

I went for a retreat. Guess what? It was awesome.

Nice people, nice weather, nice food and awesome Him.

I'm really glad that I joined this camp coz I did learn something from this.

Thanks to R. and there's a verse which I want to share. It reminds us that we are the children of God and we will always belong to him.

"For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship. And by him we cry, "Abba, father." The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God's children." (Rom 8:15-16)

Isn't it great?

I opened the door and I took this.

"What a wonderful world" popped out in my head. Humming. Looked around. There is nobody but only me, standing alone.

For some period of time, I was still. Thinking again.

Today is a good day.

Not so cold, but warm.

Sunlight is the thing which I wish to see everyday... My source of happiness.

Looking at the blue sky. Sadly, there is no bird at all.

Looking across the road. Houses. *sigh*

I guess that the breeze noticed me. *sudden chill*

When I shut the door back, I know it's time for me to get back to reality.

:P

To: Teng in UBC

Hahhaa.... I think you got me wrong this time.... The outstanding balance has to be paid by us, but not JPA. By the way, the due date is tomorrow too. So, i f we can't pay it on time, we will be charged for 1.5 % interest. Just so you know, you guys have a great life in UBC!!!! Stop saying Toronto people is rich!!!!!!

Say bye to 2000!

If you think this is the balance of my bank account, then you are super duper wrong!!!!

Hahaha... Coz this is my balance of the school account.

I owe my university for nearly 4000 dollar...... WTH..... A huge amount of money........

Luckily, I still can pay some part of it. And, seriously, I hope I can clear it off soon!!! Weee...

This post is dedicated to my best friend in UBC. This clearly shows that Mississauga people live a hard life. :P

Flaccid Me

This is my medicine for fever. No Panadol for me coz I am allergic to that, i guess..

My mum told me once that I will have rashes if I have ever taken that.

I ate one yesterday, but now my forehead is still feeling hot.

I don't like to take this coz it is really powerful. It can make feel less energetic. Then, I can no longer become the normal Mathew. Hahaha....

But, i will take care of myself.. Drink more water... Sleep early, which I don't think I will, yet, I will try.

To: Mathew

GET WELL SOON......

MY FM

I have been listening to My FM since I came to Canada,

I really like this radio station.

Homework.

And, here I come! Posting another photo of today!!!!!

Calculator. My dear mechanical pencil, which was a gift from my previous housemate.

Calculus textbook. Test pad.

That's it. The things which are needed when I am doing the homework.

Have to start ahead, or else, bad things are gonna happen again!!

Wish me all the best in doing this!!!! hohoho!!!!

DooR...

Shoot! I have missed one day for my Photo 365.

So, here I uploaded this! These are the meetings that I attended for the last semesters. Don meetings..... As you can see, you will some numbers on the paper. Guess what? That's the unit number... =.=

Gosh.. I hate these meetings..........

*think*

Have you ever heard a "theory"?

It goes like this: The song that you actually hum represents your inner thoughts at that instant.

For instance, when you have "Forever Love", maybe it can be said that you're in love. This is only my guess, yet, I know it's a bit subjective here.

Well, this is just my random thought of the day.

Anyone is with me, at least one?

Of Mat and Friends....

友情. Persahabatan. Friendship.

I could still remember I presented this topic when I was in English 3U class.

This is what I said: " Friendship is like a chemical bond, specifically covalent bond. The electrons that they share symbolizes the common interest that we have."

Seriously, I don't think its a perfect explanation, after all.

As I said, I'm thinking quite a lot lately. Thanks to my philosophical friend, if you know who you are........

Well, in order to get the perfect explanation, here I start my googling work....

Well, it seems like someone has the same question as I do. :P

And, I found this.... Thanks to Wiki Answer..... The definition sounds ok to me.....

This is what it says:

Friendship isn't about the person you have known the longest.It is about the person who came and never left your side.She or he sees the first tear catches the second and stops the third.A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing along when you have forgotten the words! A truly good friend is hard to find difficult to leave and impossible to forget.friends are like stars they come and go but the ones who stay are the ones that glow! A true friend can see the hurt in your eyes while everyone is fooled by your smile.

This is a better explanation as compared to mine. A new year has come and I do hope that I can become everyone's good friend. Hmm.. Hope so!!!!

To all my friends:

Although we are located in different parts of the world, I am still missing every moments that we had and I hope that you guys are doing fine!!!!!!

Friends forever!

Present and Past

**I was waiting for so long.

For a miracle to come.**

I think this fits me very well. Stuck in my room again. Doing nothing but facebooking only.

Thinking quite a lot lately.

People change. People move on. People grow up.

University life is totally different with the past.

I could still remember, some flashbacks.

Summit. The place where I went alone if I felt stressful.

In Mississauga, where should I go then? Square One?

Cellphone. Message sent. I can straight away go to their unit. Had fun. Chit chat.

Now, people just feel that staying alone is the best solution. Perfect get-away.

No more library gathering. No more group eating. No more jokes.

Is this the stage of life ?

Stepping on the twenties..........

Missing the things that I missed. And, i know it's too late............

Is Life 辛辣？

Woo... So, Huei Ying, I think I missed five shots already... But, I will try to make it up soon... However, this is my photo of the day...

I am quite surprised to see this type of instant noodle in Canada. So, i bought two and I heard from someone that cooking it with Cheddar cheese will result in a goodie-licious taste..... I will try it soon.....

By the way, Indo mee is also quite nice.. Gosh!!! I am so hungry right now.. I think I should go downstairs to grab a glass of milk...........Having my classes from 10 to 2..... It will a nice one, I guess.... Let's hope for the BEST!!!!!

It's 9:25 am and I will have my class soon......

Have a nice day, people!!!!!!

Sorry. No more.

Hahaha....... It's me again!!!! Sitting on sofa.....

Relaxing mode. It's fun that you can actually blog in living room.

I juz wanna tell you guys that I'm really ok. Don't worry about my XXXX life again!!

:P

It's good to have wireless in your residence.

OK?

Shouldn't think too much.

It's not my problem, after all.

I just hope that everything will be okay.

Everyone can live peacefully and happily. My ultimate wish of the year.

New Semester Has Come

Sunday.

Things start all over again.

Lectures. Tutorials. Labs.

Working on my forgiveness. Whoo...

Tantrum

I think I should give up on that.

I tried my best. I can't stand it anymore.

I'm also a human being. I have my own feelings too.