Friday, December 31, 2010

Thanksgiving

Life is short.

I just knew from Facebook that one of my Sunday school teacher had just passed away. Well, it's during October and I didn't even know that for the past 2 months.

When I read the testimonies of her daughter, I was captured by the words. Words of God are really powerful in the sense that they will give us hope and comfort when we are in a difficult situation. I was really upset at the first moment coz all the time I just try to avoid these stuffs.

Thinking of my family. Losing 2 men who impacted my life. I wonder whether I am healed from the pain. Watching some shows, seeing how people have a complete family. My heart just feels sad. It is undeniable that I have a great time in my family, just that sometimes I will still miss them.

In this year, I get lots of question about my dad. Sometimes, I will share the testimony with them. Sometimes, I even get perturbed by the whole incidents. Thinking back to the past that happened in my family, I believe that God has arranged it perfectly. These are the things that make me and my family to have a total dependence on Him. Although my childhood or teenhood was partly comprised of fear and sadness, I still thank Him for guiding me. I can never imagine that I can have the chance to study in Canada.

Going to church. Become more serious about my own religion. I just have to say: God really sort things up for me. I was just touched right now by the testimonies. And, I know what my new year resolution will be.

Having her as my Sunday school teacher is a lovely gift from God to me! Thanks! I shall catch up with her soon. Sometimes later.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

sigh

i think i have to do something again.

i just feel so tired.

i think i have to escape.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Boxing!

I did it again.

Boxing day. Lying on the bed. Waiting for the church service to start on 2 later.

Listening to Casting Crowns songs.

Looking at the window and there goes the sunlight.

The whole house is so quiet during Sundays, even the dogs are not barking.

Picking a book and going to flip the page that I want.

I think I really have to deal with it, or else, bad things are gonna happen again.

Please help me! :S

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Nov 3

Slacking in the library.

Thinking about something.

I think of Casting Crowns.

Learnt a lot throughout the year. When I looked back to those moments, I am glad that He is always by my side.

Thinking about the apocalypse video that my friend posted. How the earth they know that 21 Dec 2012 will be the doomsday? I have no idea.

Well, i am just trying to sort things out in my head now.

Getting tired these days. Really tired. Exhausted.

Anyway, I am quite free these days. So, I have to take a good rest then before I pack myself with studies again.

Monday, October 11, 2010

I'm ok

It's Thanksgiving today!!! Nothing special today, juz that someone forgot to bring his lappy to church!!! LOL

Yet, it still turned out well.

I went back home quite early today. Nothing to do....

I have been busy for so long. This week will be a good one, I guess. But, two midterms are coming next.

What should I do? I need some help again. I need light!!!

Can any other salt and light save me this time???????

It is the LORD your God you must follow, and him you must revere. Keep his commands and obey him; serve him and hold fast to him. Deuteronomy 13:4