Chilled!!

Guys, I'm so worried about you.

Don't ever let fear and despair defeat you. The only thing that we should always bear in mind is that we're winner after all, always, with the presence of perseverance.

So, don't give up upon any circumstances!!!!!

We can do it!!!! Yeah!!!

Lunch

I had fried rice again.

Blek!!!

It's so disgusting.

The taste, NAY!!

The appearance, SUCKS!!!

I feel like puking right now.......

I had my Rocky.

The effects are nil.

Where can I get back it????

My spirits just drooped.

It was out of a sudden.

Feeling pain,

yei it just can't be expressed

to anybody.

Life is just full of surprises.

Everyone is busy with their aspirations,

while I just stand far and look upon them.

Listening to those words,

I felt even down.

The only thing that I can say is,

word choices are really important.

Try to take people's thoughts or feelings into consideration.

And,

this is what I have surpressed for months.

Life is the accumulation of joys and pain.

Yet, they just can't be balanced up in my life,

which pain will become the bigger constituent.

It's really hard for one to get past over it.

Losing the one-you-loved.

Regrets.

One will just live with their boo-boos

from a particular moment.

Disappointments.

Fading of happiness in my life.

Bit by bit............

I found myself walking in an empty tunnel,

where it leads into a colorless world.

Struggling between hope less and hopeless (wonderful post of Michael)

Mat's "SITE" is the greatest listener.

He just listens patiently

on every single day regardless any circumstances.

Thanks for being there with me!!

undeniable

I found myself in a bleak world again.

Where everyone seems acquaintance to me.

Sometimes, i feel lost.

Puzzle.

That's the time I will lock myself in the room.

A really big thanks to God coz You hear my prayers.

Day after day,

when life just based on the fixed routine,

doing exactly the same things,

over and over again.

Life isn't so great after that acceptance.

Seeing those dark images,

they will just make me feel sick.......

Gossips.

Scandals.

Overwhelmed one's life.

Fake life,

in the sense of men disguising themselves,

who they're just the opposite of it.

Despair.

what can i say about L.I.F.E.??

Again!

Life isn't great after the acceptance.

WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please...

and just please...........

Let me go!!!!

All I want now....

Luck.

The only work that is in my mind now.

Lucky enough to answer the CVQ later.

Lucky enough to finish moral studies.

Lucky enough to have a nap at library.

Lucky enough not to fall asleep in Physics class.

Luck, is the necessity for me right at this moment.

Awakened

It's just a sudden.

I woke up from my sleep,which was mainly due to previously-set alarm.

Tone of Happy Tree Friends just overwhelmed the whole room.

Feeling tired and exhausted.

But, i still need to get my arse off the bed.

Why??

Coz of P&P.

Moral?? Haven get started yet.

Physics. Sorry, Nian Yi!!! i don't have the textbook... Haish....

Low energy level....

Yawning over my laptop when I'm still blogging half way through!!

Darn!!!!

I just need to take a good rest now.....

Ciao!!!

:P

In library again.



Sitting at the isolated place.



Sufing net again.



Wonder how can I manage to finish P&P....



Four more chapters to go,



which is also equivalent to 21 pages.....



It's a lot, indeed.



Gosh!!! What am i doing now??



Getting influenced by Queen P. (no offence)



Ciao!!!!





p/s: Plz let me download my dramas....

ok....

Nah... Xin Ying is now reading Pride and Prejudice which I have really no interest in it.

Chook Teng is selecting the printing materials for Moral.

The two jacket girls are discussing Physics Questions.

So, why am I so free?????

Hahah... I have no idea.. I just lost my enthusisasts in study. SAY NO MORE TO STUDIES!!!!

What can I do????

I think I will catch up with them later.

Wondering again.

Should I stay back in the library?????

Hmm....... ok...........

I think I shall.

hooray

My gratulation to you guys....

Well done.....

Thousand things happen in a second.........

So, how it's going????

Don't you think so???

I like the Chapter 20.....

Mr Collins and Elizabeth.

Defective couple, yet, hilarious.

He thought her repeated refusals as flattering encouragements.

What can i say????

Poor Collins!!!

Are you happy??

Ok… Yesterday was our Valentine’s Day….. Hmm…. Wait…. Did I just say “our”?

Haha…Certainly, I did. Basically, for the single boy like me, I just didn’t have any plan for it…. T.T It was sad, right???

Date, no!!

Shopping, boring!!!

Eating, sleeping, nope for this grand day!!!

Thus, I went to my lecturer’s home. Visiting. Barbeque.

At first, Wen Hui and I thought this visit would be awkward for both of us since Mr Tan only invited Malcolm. Apparently, we were terribly wrong. We thought we were the only three who would be going there. Later, I was shocked when Malcolm told me that we got another three, who were Anderson, Hexon and Jeff. Thinking of XXXX, this activity would be the best date ever, especially for this lovely couple.

We went there by taxi and the driver was amiable. In the car, we listened to several love songs which were really compatible with this BIG DAY. Soon, we reached his house. It was spacious, I guess, with the presence of studio room. I like the studio very much coz it consisted several instruments like drum, piano and also guitars.

Well, I didn’t even play any of them due to my incapability. SAD.

Again, I also like the brownies. It was so yummy as compared to the other bakeries. (no offence) Fruit salad was ok too……… Guys, I missed those foods. I felt so great when we talked with each other since this reunion was the best way for me to relieve my stresses.

Talking, chatting, teasing, laughing, eating, swallowing………………………………………

Finally, everyone had their own time to play those instruments. I’m in charge with the piano. Well, I think I should thank Hexon for teaching me “Mary Has A Little Lamb” song. She was so talented in playing in, especially during the “Bumblebee” time.

So, this is how I celebrated Valentine’s Day. It’s totally cool!!!!!!

Lesson learnt: Do not ever conceal your affection towards anyone else. Please let him or her to know that you’re the truly one.

GTG… My bed is calling me now……

Apply....

Apply.

Applying.

Applied.

Four universities in a day. (3 of them are free)

Whoo......

It's tiring.

Standing.

Waiting for the turn.

Checking.

Doing great!!!

Thanks.

Chook Teng, it's about time now!!!!

Walking down the stairs, or should I say, JUMPING DOWN.

"Where're you coming from?"

"Taylor's."

"No!!!!" "Where're you coming from?"

"Casa Subang."

"No!!!!"

"..................................................."

"Okla... You may get onto the bus."

***************THE END***************************

Evoke

When I reached Sunway yesterday, rhythm of piano did evoke certain feelings which I have been suppressing for a long while. It's a sad tune though.

The only lesson that I learnt is that we should be tough in whatever situations.

Right??

Thanks to crab again... You been a great help!

.

Finally, i got it!!!!

Thanks.

I shall never make this mistake again.

Zero.

Wahahaha......

Dont even think of XXXX from us!!!!! Bwahahaha.......

busy.......

Busy.

yet, i can still blogging.

Wonder.

is it the time for me to do so??

well, i shouldn't.

Here she is....

THAT BLOODY GAL IS SITTING BESIDE ME NOW!!!!!!!!

Teng, I was wrong. Apparently, she is a science streamed student. GOSH!!!!

1st in 2009

So, again, this is my very first time in 2009!!!!!

OMG!!!!

It's been a long time since I stayed until nine in library....... Can't believe it!!! There're still quite a lot of students in this small room..... Chatter sounds... Typing sounds.....

Before that, there's a private student who really pissed me off today.... ok.. I know that library is a place for study.. But, sometimes, we still need to discuss on hard questions, especially Calculus, thus, i really don't think it's a good idea for one to make complaint to librarian since it isn't necessary....

First, she came with the sound, SHHHHH!!! Ok... I still can handle this sound effect....Yet, she was getting meaner..... She just stood up and the next thing I knew, librarian was coming towards our table.. What a shame!!! Did she really need to make a big fuss over this??? In this case, N-O is the perfect answer. After that, all of us din really take this warning into consideration and yet, we still made noise in front of her.... Bwahahah.................

So, today, tonnes of homework are now lying in front of this computer.

Pride and prejudice.
Calculus,
Moral project,
CPT which I should finish earlier on.

Gosh...... it's way too many!!!!!!!!

Wonderful Thaipusam

Date: 7 Feb to 8 Feb
Aim: To determine the culture and customs of Indians in celebrating Thaipusam.

Hypothesis: Selling food in Thaipusam is a great thing to do!

Participants: Me, T.X.R, Shawn, Nian Yi, Wen Hui, Chook Teng, Niroshaa, Paalini, Thillaga,
Tanya, Aish, Molly, Suria

Procedure:

ok... Neglecting the fact of sleeping hours and availability of washroom, the whole Thaipusam plan was GREAT. There's a lot of thing which we could see of, for instance, Batu Caves.

According to Thillaga, we are needed to walk up for 272 steps in order to see beyond its appearance. What can I say??? It's spacious and windy. I have no idea when we dealt with the wind. I wonder. Maybe the whole atmosphere is supported by the fans. Hehe.....

Once we reached there. we were just like the contestants from Amazing Race - Finding our next pitstop, booth that was located in front of plaza UMNO... At last, we found it!!!! Here came the great cooking show....

Chopping.....

Peeling.....

Packing....

and all sorts of verb that is associating with kitchen.


Some of them did cry when they're peeling the onions. hehe.. not for me coz I'm cutting the tomatoes....... Initially, I thought that we're supposed to sell those food.... apparently, i was wrong. The aim of Thaipusam is giving free food to all the people who came to the stall. it was ridiculous, right??

I was shocked when I saw the whole massive crowd in front of the booth..... We're asked to pack the cooked food and hand it over to them....The whole process was just like the game of Diner Dash... except that the 'customers" will not go off without food..

Did i say that all the food is in vegetarian form? Well, it's mainly on mee hun and idli.

Thousands of polystrene were being used in this ocassion..... A lot......

As for me, i think this community service was great except that it was quite tiring. But, i enjoyed the food-giving process.... I can still remember some words like wango... Ok, i dod forget some especially the delicious word... Sukate..... Erm... darn!!!!!!

Plus, the fireworks were nice. Same as the cotton candy too. Thanks, paalini!! Learning the whole idea of Thaipsusam. It's great!!!!!!

So, i finished my community hours service!!!! Hooray!!! Applause!!! (syok sendiri)

Conclusion: Although my hypothesis is invalid for this case,we still enjoyed it very much!!! Yes, we did!!!!!!!

Make my own CHOICE????

Guys,

I'm really confused.

Puzzled.

What should I do then??

I have no idea.

This is really a tough decision.

I just hope that things will get better.

God, please lead me into a new path.

Amen.

So...

What should I say???

Finally, it's over!!!!

Presentation,

sucks!!

Test,

again,

I'm sucks!!!

What should i say????

Mathew, you're a loser for this month.

Wahahhahahahaha......

Hmm....

I'm ok.......

Tired.

Physics........

Bye~

oops.....

Ants.....

hate ants though i know that they're good at some points.....

wonder......

again......

HOW CAN I GET RID OF THEM????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Luckily, my ba gua is ok......good for me!!! sad for teng!!!