Tears in my eyes.

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. (1 Thess. 5:16-18)

Today is a special day and it's Sunday.

I felt so refreshed when I woke up in the morning.

As usual, I will go for Sunday services.

Lately, I have some doubts in my mind. I wondered the reasons He created the tree of knowledge of good and evil.

And, He cleared my doubts during the fellowship session.

I think about the hardships which we had gone through.

Why can't we just live without them??

Likewise, He replied me through the sermon today.

I kinda have a strong feeling towards that sermon. His testimony was great!

It really touched me, eventually, I drowned in my own tears.

Uncontrollably, tears were soon rolling down.

His testimony reminded me of my dad. Although I was not so close with him, I still miss him every day. I regret that I don't really express my love towards him. I grumbled. I questioned. I lost faith in Him. But, all the while, I do not know how blessed my family is.

Now, one thing that I am really sure is that He loves me and my entire family.

Thanks!

p/s: I'm sure you are doing great over there. Right, Dad?

Gambateh!

Lab Test!!

Wish me luck!

Relaxation is all I need for now.

I LOVE GOD

A nice day.

A nice experience.

雨天

外面的雨下得好大，好大。

整个房间也因此冷了许多。

坐在窗口旁，我细心地观看，聆听，也只有响亮的雨滴声。

这里的雨景很单调，也很孤独。

现在，我只能希望雨可以赶快停下来。

Seeing light isn't easy if you........

Time is ticking....

And, now, it's 2.23 in the morning... Again, I am used to sleep late in every single day.

*Thinking*

Oops.. It's 2.25 now...

I am happy today.

And, you know why?

Because I finally realized that life is simple and beautiful.

This is due to an easy concept: Let go and MOVE ON!

听妈妈的话

对不起，我让你担心了。

我知道日子虽苦，我依然还是要咬紧牙关地过每一天。

我会好好地过我的生活。。。。。

不归路

说实在的，来了加拿大这么久，我的生活作息有很大的改变。

日子有时过得很辛苦，充满着压力。

我时常安慰自己，告诉自己说：“雨过就会天晴，彩虹也将会出现，人生也将会有新盼望。

但，最近，我好像觉得这个方法再也不管用了。

我伤心，我难过。

大家各自都有自己的烦恼，我也只能安然地承受这一切。

顺其自然——我似乎也忘了它的定义。

日子一天又一天地过去，快乐也一天一天地减少，生活也过得更痛苦。

我却别无选择，只能战战兢兢地走完这条路。

看了好友的部落格，心里起了很大的涟漪。

眼泪不停地在我眼里打转，好痛心，好辛苦。

我知道，凡事只要依靠祂，日子就不难过。

但，我还是不能全然地交托，只能在心里默默地承受这一切。

我也只有一个小小的愿望。

我希望我的生活能过得更开心，更喜乐。

快乐

快乐？

曾几何时， 有人问过我一个问题。

何谓快乐？

我就很敷衍地回了他。

“快乐就是等于笑容。”

过了几秒，他似乎质疑了我的答案。

他便接着问道：“难道一个人失去笑容时，他就不快乐吗？”

我愣了一下，不知怎样回应他。

最后，他就对我说：“快乐对于每一个人有不同的定义。对于你，好吃好玩就是快乐。但，我却不这么认为。在人生的道路上，大家都各往着自己的目标前进。也许，当你在追寻自己的梦想时，你已失去真正的快乐。”

之后，我就再没有与这位朋友邂逅了。

有时，我在想，知足不一定就会常乐。日子一天一天地在更新，人也一天一天地在改变。想法变了。人也领悟了不少的道理。快乐并不是随手可得，而是遥不可及。我想我已失去了它。

谁能告诉我如何得到长久的快乐？

可口“没”味的蛋糕

吃了几口，心情起了一点变化。

伤悲慢慢地涌上心头来。。。。。。

但，日子总是还要过，我会选择开开心心地过每一分，每一秒。

加油，詹达富！

p/s: Don't get me wrong with the title of this post! It tastes nice......Don't interpret it literally..

19,wake up!

Happy Birthday, Mathew....

You're 19 now.... The last chance which you have your age start with the digit "1"

Sad.. Time swifts.

I still remember 7 November 2008... The time when I was in Casa Subang... The celebration was full of fun, warmth......

Eating pizzas.... Everyone was so happy...... Especially Teng. LOL.......

Having Rocky in my hand.. I was overjoyed. I was touched when I received a card which the wishes were written in Chinese characters. Thanks for their efforts.

Back to the reality. It's 12:21 am....Some morons are holding a party... The music is roaming around the court, including my room. I am just sitting quietly, typing my feelings onto the screen....

I miss my ICPU life... I want to live in A19-06 again.. I want to rush for bus in the early moring. I want to walk in P1 floor again.. I want to have nasi pattaya and mee mamak...... I want everything!!! Yet, I know I will not be given a second shot!!!!!

One chance, that's it!

Again, Happy 19th Birthday to Mathew again......

睡吧，大家！

Gosh.....

Left with calculus work...

But, I have to..............

ZZZ....

It's 2.30 now.........

All the best to you guys!!!!!! Those pandas!!!

Speaking of truths...

I will stop it right now. At this moment.