Time to head back...

Gosh!!!!

It's time to go back again......

Again......

Very last time till the end of ICPU....

Wonder.

Love.

Miss.

No more hatred. (of coz, no more cats for me!!)

Wish me LUCK!!!

Cheers~

(Man, I hate this access card system....)

Brand new ME!!!

So, bless me!!!

I just took the very first move in getting rid of it!!

Feel better now.......

Anyway, thanks for giving me the courage to do so.

Plz forgive me for the deeds that i've done........

GET OUT!!!!

I swear........

It will be the last time........

This is an undeniable truth.......

I really need to get over it!!!!!!!

Wish me LUCK!!!

Again

Here I come again........

I just came across with her blog again.

Yes. It's AGAIN!!

I felt horrible after reading it. No offense here.

Not that the content is insulting, but I lose my faith, confidence or self belief AGAIN......

Darn!! It's really hurt!!!

I wish I can be etherized. Should I??

God, what am I suppose to do????

It seems like I can never move on.....................

Finish...

Well, at last, i did accomplish one of my missions, which is completing my essay....

It really took me a long time, i guess.... Two days.. Well, of course, i was idling for the first day... You should see how I procrastinated my work on few days ago....

I will tell myself like this:

Mathew: Mathew, have you finished your essay??
Mathew: Nope. But, I will finish it tomorrow.
Mathew: Okla.. Suit yourself.
Mathew: ZzZ

(This conversation had continue for almost 3 days till I swore to my sister that I would finish it on the 3rd day of CNY)

Back to the point, I was doing the poetry, "The Love Song of J.Alfred Prudfrock"...

Initially, when I got this poem, I was excited, due to this word, which is LOVE.

I got tricked by it... Well, when i finished reading the poem, I was shocked!!! Not only because it's not connected with the L word, but also its boring, meaningless content. It's about a man who is looking for his living purpose in this world. He is lacking of confidence........ (something like that, i guess)

Did a few research on it..... So many allusions in this poetry!!! At that instant, my head was just occupied by these three consonants, which are O, M, and G.

In the meantime, I was attracted by a Singapore drama series, The Little Nyonya, I guess?? It's really nice!!!! I just can't stop watching it!!!!

Physics.... There're some homework for it... But, i never give a damn over it!!! So, it's time for me to get my arse off the chair now.. Bye!!!

One Word

Hmm.... There's a word which can really fit into me right now.............

And, it is IDLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well..........

Well, well, well........

Chinese New Year is coming soon and yet, so many bad things had happened in my house.....To be honest with, it's not that bad actually..... I was just trying to exaggerate the whole situation...

Hmm.. Let's start with the lanterns first... So, it's a kind of tradition or culture for our Chinese to hang the lanterns during CNY...... On the other hand, this cannot be applied to my home....Due to the lame socket, our lantern just couldn't be lit up.......

Darn!!!! CNY without lanterns...........

Next, everything was just in a mess..... Busy!!!!! Haven finish my assignments yet(not even started yet!!) I bet toomrrow I will be very, very busy............Mimetic criticism is jst hard for me. Dont you think so????

Thus, I shall work my ass on those lengthy task..........WISH ME LUCK!!!!

p/s: 2 more hours to go before the clock strike at 12!!!! So, again, I wish you all can have a blessing new year with your family, especially to ICPU-eans coz this can be the last year for us to celebrate it!!!!

WTH???

(This image is just for an example)

WTH???

This phrase was pooped up from my mouth after the flight attendant spilled juices on my jeans... Luckily, it's not on my sweater.. Thank GOD!!!

So, initially, I fell asleep.... But, once I saw the food cart, i was energized!! Food is the only thing which can only cheer me up........ Hmm, i wonder...

And, finally she was standing in front of me, trying to ask the preference of passengers......So, when she was doing her task, she accidentally spilled the beverages.. Hmm... I think she din really notice till i reacted to that situation..........

As usual, in the sense of hospitality, she did apologize me and handed some tissues to me..... Her hard work was indeed appreciated.........

Couple of minutes later, she came for clearing up the rubbish.. Unfortunately, she dropped some stuff again.. This happened just next to me!!!! I wonder......... Again, she apologized and wondered which one of us is unlucky.........

According to Lilian, I am unlucky coz I met with such problem while she is the lucky one due to the fact that having such a considerate and lovely passenger... LOL!!!!

Anyway, i just want to share this with all of you!!!!!!! Tata......

Here, i wish that all of you can have a nice holiday and new year!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LET GO!!!

Yep... This was the phrase that i kept hearing before the experiment ended....

Gosh!!!! I just couldn't let go of the ball bearing...... This was mainly due to the intensification of the class.... One trial, and that's the thing which could majorly affect your marks!!!!!

So, let's start all over from the beginning!!! Hmm... So, we started off by measuring the horizontal displacement, which 0.8m.................................

Lastly, we should measure the time taken for the ball bearing to travel over that particular distance.... tatat........

So, the worst part was the range.. Imagine that we should get the ball drop on the target point which we had set earlier...... And, when you did that, Mr Tan would be coming all over to see, hoping that there's no cheating in progresssed........ too bad for us coz we're the first group to complete!!!!

So. back to the point, in order to work that plan, I shall first let go the ball bearing.....To be frank, i just didn't dare to do so.........I think it's mainly due to stress in my deep down heart.. I was really worried about the outcome of the experiment........

Finally, Mathew let go the ball........ travelling down......

"POP!", the sound that i heard after 0.44s (calculated).......

"VERY GOOD", the next phrase that I had listened to..... Thank GOD!!!! We hit the bull eye!!! (wrong alignment)

10 marks were given..... Whoosh..........

lastly, a great thanks to my teammate, who are Paalini, Thillaga, and Wen Fei!!!!! i really enjoy this experiment.......

After the experiment, my hatred towards Physics has greatly reduced!!!!!!

Assignments...

Sometimes, I wonder..

Who is actually the one who initiated that particular stuff??

Who is behind all of all these??

Darn!!!!! I really hate it so much!!!!!!!!!

Angpau is the thing that I have longed for the past few months, but not to this.......




I HATE ASSIGNMENTS!!!!

I'm dying.....

Wahaha.. So, how do you found the Physics Quiz today???

As for me, I think it's SUPER DUPER HAAAAAARDDDDDDDD!!!!

Whoo.. I'm ok now.. Just that I need to relieve my stress.

You're totally..........

Sometimes, when i scheme through some blogs, i feel that I'm being thrown downwards from the
tall cliff..... Somehow, i feel devastated and despair over them.... I just can't figure out the true reasons which initiate true feelings of mine.

I'm burning up with anger. I just can't express my feelings in well order. This is what usually troubles me... I got amazed when I saw her blog.. Indeed, it has a profound effect on me.... She is really good in blogging, perhaps. Word by word, feelings by feelings, this is how I can summarize my opinion towards her blog.

The sadness that fills my heart is mainly caused by my performance.. Sometimes, i feel I have came into a halt..... My graph seems to be stationary.... While the others are progressing to achieve what they want, I'm the only one who stumble upon the ground....There's a question now... Should I get up when I fall down??? It's better that I just stick on the ground, FOREVER!!!

Or, maybe I'm just not good in it......

As i wish....

Wahahah... i'm just back from the tempting city... hmm... what can i say??? It's fun in the sense that I could buy so many things!!! it's a LOT!!!!

Hmm.... just a few shirts.....Well, basically, i think they are damn nice!!!! Bleh!!! I wont be so boastful!!! Back to the point, i went out with my sister.... She kept on blaming me when I arrived at the central... coz she said I always late for any activities... To be frank, this is the undeniable truth.... I should admit it... My sense of punctuality tapers off since I was in secondary school... And, I seldom keep to my promise... Haiz... But, I will make it in my list of REVOLUTIONS_2009!!!

So, the first destination that we headed to was Dasar Wangi... From there, we went to the Bukit nanas monorail station.... The reason that we chose this pathway was because of the flooded KL station.... whoo... You should see the big crowd waiting for their turn to buy the ticket.......

because of this sight, my sister asked me to buy that lame Touch n Go card... hhehehe.. Thanks, sze... Be sure to claim that 50 notes from mum arr!!! I know you will!!! Wahaha...Once we reached there, we felt HUNGRY ,and we decided to fill our stomach in Kenny Roger!!! The 3 side dishes and that particular muffin were SUPER^infinity yummy delicious!!!!!!

Now, it's time for shopping.... well, shopping isn't my type of thing!!! I just kept on muttering......

The first thing that I bought is something like a bangle...They claimed it can help us to alter our magnetic field, i guess so...Hmm....... Then, we continued to walk,walk and walk...... Nothing special really happens at that instant...... Once i reached a shop (Scorpio???), I bought another thing.... Quite nice too........

.........After 2+++hours.......................................

Hooray!!! Finally, i could go to Sungei Wang coz i wanna buy shirts from PDI..... So, i did buy at that shop..... But, what really interested me was that PDI sells a lot of striped shirts..... plenty of stripes!!! Reddish, blue-ish, green-ish white lines are all over that place........Of course, Baleno is also one of my favourite brand.. my sister and I bought some tees from there....... That shop was flooded with people too...... You even need to queue for entering the fitting room and paying your personal bills!!!! Gosh!!!!!!!!

Once the shopping was over, we felt hungry again.....Then, she came up with a plan, which was, dining in Pavilion... Lastly, her idea was rejected by his cute little brother.....

Pavilion-----------------------------------------------> Mac Donald
(p/s: Ketam and Aunty, plz don't laugh over it!!)

And, the whole day was just ended up like this!!!!! Everyone arrived safely, which is a matter that i usually think of once I step myself out from 1906......

Lastly, congratz to Mr Teng coz he finished his CPT novel!!!!!! good for him!!!

Anticipating....

Later, i will go out with my sister.... hmm....I wonder how will the "date" turn out to be....

So, anyway, for those who are not going out, hmm...... It's ok.... You can use this weekend as a period for mind relaxation..... Gosh!!! Did i just say that?? I bet Lilian and wei wei are playing their reflexive games again!!! REFLEXIVE ROCKX!!!! (=.=')

Thus, ENJOY your weekend as what Miss Nicole always says.......

Something FISHY is Going On.....

I think something is wrong with......

hmm.......

I wonder.......

hehehehehe......

English speaking INCENSES me!!!

It's Day 1, perhaps... Well, for those who know me very well, i'm not really good in speaking english coz it is just not EASY for me.... hehehe...

On the other hand, I'm still working hard with my friends in speaking it.... can you imagine?? For me, sometimes, when i speak to those bananas (oops, no offense), i just can't figure out certain words.. it's just like I have some screws in my mouth.... Now, i shall work on the fluency.......

Next, it's really hard for me to practise the habit of speaking it at all the time... hahaha.... it's hard!! Imagine that you have already spoken your mother language for 18 years, and your teacher just told you that it's better for you to speak the international language from today.. Gosh!!!! .....So, what can you do???? Of course, as a preparation towards this hard matter, i choose to speak in english as frequently as i can!!! Haiz...

Last Wednesday, after I had my speaking module, I was really touched by Queen P. Hahah... Thanks for becoming supportive when i was down...Actually, i was really sad before i bumped into you!!!! You're a great listener!!! May God bless you, ALWAYS!!!!!

So, classes continue.... Talking is just my specialty..That's it!!! Practise, practise and practise!!!!
As we know, PRACTICE MAKE PERFECT!!! I really hope that i can have improvement in my communication skills. It will hard for me in some cases.

Satisfaction: 40%

REMARKS:::::: MANDARIN?????!!!! NO WAY!!!!

I Hate you......

I hate you.... It's the only phrase that I can have right now... Hehe....

haha.... Guys, don't misunderstand for what i've written in this post...

Lately, i came across with a song which entitled "7 Things" by Miley Cyrus..... So, take a great look on it!!!

Here's the lyrics:

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

p/s: Teng and Sweating Queen, what are you guys thinking right now???? I knew it!!!!

Good For YOU!!!!!

This is what I can say about you!!!

I was appalled by your artwork........ really......

By the way, may I say ***** to you again!!! You will probably know this word coz it's not frequently used in your hometown!!!! Hahaha......

Cheers~

Sorry, i guess???

So, today, what can I say??? It’s totally a rough day!! Why I say so??????

You know why….. Don’t you???

Recently, I have made my choice in picking a novel from the booklist again….So, I started reading it… till chapter 8, I guess (23’s more to go!!).. Yet, I’m too anxious to know the ending… I guess that the bad part of the story is coming soon….

Coz, in the latest chapter that I read, this was what I saw…..

“He groaned aloud. It was an evil omen.”

Tata…. So, don’t you feel the same way as I do?? I’m thrilled to know the final part of it…. Someone is gonna working hard tonight………

To the one whom I may hurt, I’m truly sorry…… hahaha….

SORRY!!!!!!! I will still stick on my new resolutions…. I will never forget that!

So,,,,,,,,,

Hmm…. Yesterday was a great day…. As usual, I have my English class first… Today, I learned a new theory, which is “The Speech Act”, which is associated with……. (I’m not gonna to continue this) So, Mr Ben said that everything speaks. Indeed, he is true!!! So, he was looking for a special item to talk on, and finally we got a binder ring!!! Weird to see, hard to believe, we spent more than half an hour on inspecting it…

Then, I have Calculus…. So, what can I say?? It’s hard for a person to change over a new leaf… Haha.. I’m not meant to be so mean but she really drives me nut!!! At first, she asked us to skip two questions, which I’m so naïve to think that she will be discussing on the next class. Apparently, things just didn’t turn up as I wish…. She said that we should not really care about them……. Yet, the two other teachers claimed that they are so important throughout the whole course.

Next, I have my break again…..Sad to say, my friends really scare to see me wandering in library… according to them, I’m the reason why they can’t finish their work….. I wonder…. Fiona, is it true??? After 75 minutes, it’s time for me to have Physics… Gosh…. You should see my teacher!!! They say he kinda resemble to Jackie Chan…..Well, I think he is more into the Japanese artist….. Physics is really a terrible class for me…. It’s hard, though the theories behind it are quite simple….Vector addition and subtraction……. Somehow, my brain turns into rusty, unable to function in well condition…… Anyway, I will endeavour to do well in it…… Again, I wonder…….

Finally, its time for LAN subject, Moral… Whoo….. Our class will only start on next Monday…. Gosh, IELTS class is also coming soon…. HECTIC!!!!!! Plus that upcoming Independence Study Unit, which is also CPT, drives me crazy!!!!!
However, I feel very grateful coz I got my friends in each of the period….. molly, xin ying, Fiona, natallie, Malcolm, aina, awin, thillaga, paalini……..

Thanks, GOD!!!


p/s: I promise that I will go to church as frequently as I can!!!! Wei wei, you better call me!!!!!!

Haiz.....

"Haiz", is the only word that I can say.........

Why???? I have already swore that I will turn over a new leaf for this 2009........

Yet, I still got tricked by fate........

Haiz....... Do I still need to get my arse on those resolutions?? I am really dejected while Teng is elated.......... Good for him!!!!!

Nicole, I LOVE YOU!!!

2009.........

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!